jaybugg

I haven't worked since I have been back from Iraq/Montreal, as They wanted to put me into a new shop
I WAS going to start a new job today, but due to so many things going on in my life, to include vacation ALL of May, which Jenna is coming to visit (more on that later) to house construction, to me getting out of the Air Force in a year possibly, they decided against putting me in that section, which is good cause it was a M-F, 3pm-11pm schedule. Life would be over. I need focus. Annnnd this is NOT it.

I really wanna get into school again, starting with Math, but I do not know math, so Jenna will teach me, then I shall have my associates degree!! Least I better.

Life is good I know, other than this no job/waiting around/million appointments. I go get my perscription for glasses tomorrow....And next week, surgery for my ear drum.

I weigh 152 lbs now. I am a fucking fat ass. I need to get back into martial arts. P90X is fun, but it wears me the fuck out so bad that it hurts.

I miss my baby.
I miss Kemper very badly too. I desperately want to see her as well, but this whole job thing is fucking making my world spin. In fact I need to see my best friends Dan and Dan too. Everyone I care about (other than family) I get to see so sporadically, it's not cool.

I love my new bed however, I sleep like a log every night, and NO back pain. NONE. I feel amazing for once.
Just needs a certain someone in it.

I have a small interest again in doing a book. Mneylu must contact me, as I want her to write something!

I must keep the love company, then sleep and dream of things I never can grasp