It;s a rather bastard thing that I leave May 18th for several weeks, come back for a few more, then I will be gone until February 2010. No laptop, and I doubt many phone calls/letters. And considering I got ONE letter last time... ya.
Though I will enter into the shadow of the Valley of Death, I will fear no evil...For I have a fully loaded M-4 rifle.
I won't be dramatic. But I will get this out of the way. Feb 2010 is a long ass time. So for those who I will lose touch with when I go, goodbye and take care of yourself, its been surreal. And in advance, if something should happen to me (AKA I stop breathing) I have confidence someone will post my kicking the bucket. (yay JayBugg asshole dark humor)
That's not being weird, just that if I am doing a job that is forcing me to write my will next week, then I hope you appreciate the storm of thoughts I have right now good and bad and stressed and nervous ones. And yes I admit it, a slight wish for some affection of some form, considering I am usually on my own.
I went to go see Twiztid tonight, it was pretty fresh. Friday I meet up with a girl in PA, then we go to Pittsburgh Saturday to meet up with Ice for my last time for a long while, if not for good. That will be good times as always is.
Oddly enough I am not in a very good mood sadly. I think its because I haven't had a blowjob in 4 months...Who knows.
Here is something I am working on,and something I already finished.. Perhaps more than just Mneylu will bother to stop and say hi on this damn blog thingy, (BTW Mneylu, you rock..And so do you Osaka)
Your hearts so alight
Your souls so a flight
Only one momentary slit away
I just wanted to say through the vespers
Youre second, only to Heaven
Oral fixation, tongue salivates
Against the barrel, eyes dilate
Hell be the one to swallow the last one
In the chamber lies a choice
You make our hands embrace the thorns
No one can ever find what you were about
Bleed our lives, theres no will to clot them shut
So much for glass heart fires in this world
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Inoculate my sins with benevolence
So I may scalpel the larvae again
I want to waltz on another tightrope
Above the spit and glass
If it would get you to glance at the time
So good to see you sleeping untouched
While the infant lies in a crib you never owned
With every fine stitched grin
Scarecrows stand tatterdemalion
Twitching along the spoiled husks
Thank father for keeping the trip wire alive
Shotguns shattering the cute night
Amber colored dreams paint the mind
Drug addled Cheshire Cat goes for a last drive
How many blames can one carve up
Even the knife smiles at the tattoos
The sheets are stained
A violent rose hue
And barb wire kisses
Crows bring on the lonely night
Blink your gauzed eyes twice
And Ill bleach my own
Ill never give what you ask for
It all just makes it that easier
To walk into the desert forever
Though I will enter into the shadow of the Valley of Death, I will fear no evil...For I have a fully loaded M-4 rifle.
I won't be dramatic. But I will get this out of the way. Feb 2010 is a long ass time. So for those who I will lose touch with when I go, goodbye and take care of yourself, its been surreal. And in advance, if something should happen to me (AKA I stop breathing) I have confidence someone will post my kicking the bucket. (yay JayBugg asshole dark humor)
That's not being weird, just that if I am doing a job that is forcing me to write my will next week, then I hope you appreciate the storm of thoughts I have right now good and bad and stressed and nervous ones. And yes I admit it, a slight wish for some affection of some form, considering I am usually on my own.
I went to go see Twiztid tonight, it was pretty fresh. Friday I meet up with a girl in PA, then we go to Pittsburgh Saturday to meet up with Ice for my last time for a long while, if not for good. That will be good times as always is.
Oddly enough I am not in a very good mood sadly. I think its because I haven't had a blowjob in 4 months...Who knows.
Here is something I am working on,and something I already finished.. Perhaps more than just Mneylu will bother to stop and say hi on this damn blog thingy, (BTW Mneylu, you rock..And so do you Osaka)
Your hearts so alight
Your souls so a flight
Only one momentary slit away
I just wanted to say through the vespers
Youre second, only to Heaven
Oral fixation, tongue salivates
Against the barrel, eyes dilate
Hell be the one to swallow the last one
In the chamber lies a choice
You make our hands embrace the thorns
No one can ever find what you were about
Bleed our lives, theres no will to clot them shut
So much for glass heart fires in this world
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Inoculate my sins with benevolence
So I may scalpel the larvae again
I want to waltz on another tightrope
Above the spit and glass
If it would get you to glance at the time
So good to see you sleeping untouched
While the infant lies in a crib you never owned
With every fine stitched grin
Scarecrows stand tatterdemalion
Twitching along the spoiled husks
Thank father for keeping the trip wire alive
Shotguns shattering the cute night
Amber colored dreams paint the mind
Drug addled Cheshire Cat goes for a last drive
How many blames can one carve up
Even the knife smiles at the tattoos
The sheets are stained
A violent rose hue
And barb wire kisses
Crows bring on the lonely night
Blink your gauzed eyes twice
And Ill bleach my own
Ill never give what you ask for
It all just makes it that easier
To walk into the desert forever
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... yeah maybe I should have actually read you journal before I commented
Thank you, though I have no idea how I made you smile but I'm glad that I did