You can tell I don't have direct friends, as I am sitting here imbibing my 3rd glass of absinthe on new years, typing away.
I think other than maybe getting mortar shells launched at me while in Iraq, 2008 went much smoother than 2007.
I recently finished class, and I am taking 8 weeks off of school to brainstorm and prep my book. What it will be about, how long it will be, and when it will be done is anyone's guess. But that is the beauty of it. The basic outline hit me while driving in traffic one night and it was wonderful.
I intend to go to Iraq or Afghanistan in the early summer or late spring.
In February I hopefully will be going to California, to get heavy tattooing. About friggin time I say
This year should prove fun.
I came to light on a few things. One being I will not be renewing my account on this site. I quite frankly realized how much time I wasted on many things and people here. Some such as a couple out west, how much of a waste of time the relationship with them was. Others, I know I will simply never see again or see ever. I'm not saying I think any of you are lesser people, granted a few of you are (and they know who they are) we all just know that it's passing fantasy to keep any true relationship. But I have enjoyed every minute, good and bad, and most of you know how to find me when I leave here. But be honest, why buy Christmas presents for people who really could care less if they see you?
Mind you I do have real friends because of teh interwebs. Fire, for one, is a very important factor in my life (love ya Sparky) and Ashley, who even though is Canadian, is awesome. And I enjoy my pen pal Mneylu, and a few chat buddies. But maybe it's time to accept it won't go further than a memory.
That aside, I just think I want to be alone (in a good way) and not delude myself into thinking much more will come of dreams.
I read random blogs, and I tell you, some people make me laugh. The whole high and mighty routine is cute, but droll. Seriously. And to be frank, how can you talk of being such a good person when many a people know you are a flake and a liar? God people are wonderfully interesting
And if the spiritual and religious goons are right, we only have 3 more years of this shit to go.
2009, bring on the chaos.
Everything my hands touch turn to water
All flares were sent out
My mouth is bleeding ashes
All cuts are made
All debts are paid
Wont you let this being die alone
I never want to come back as him
This cycle of fresh Hell comes around
It reminds me Ive not gone far enough
Every grain of desert sand
Tells me Im nothing but ghost memories
And a shell of an apparition
I think other than maybe getting mortar shells launched at me while in Iraq, 2008 went much smoother than 2007.
I recently finished class, and I am taking 8 weeks off of school to brainstorm and prep my book. What it will be about, how long it will be, and when it will be done is anyone's guess. But that is the beauty of it. The basic outline hit me while driving in traffic one night and it was wonderful.
I intend to go to Iraq or Afghanistan in the early summer or late spring.
In February I hopefully will be going to California, to get heavy tattooing. About friggin time I say
This year should prove fun.
I came to light on a few things. One being I will not be renewing my account on this site. I quite frankly realized how much time I wasted on many things and people here. Some such as a couple out west, how much of a waste of time the relationship with them was. Others, I know I will simply never see again or see ever. I'm not saying I think any of you are lesser people, granted a few of you are (and they know who they are) we all just know that it's passing fantasy to keep any true relationship. But I have enjoyed every minute, good and bad, and most of you know how to find me when I leave here. But be honest, why buy Christmas presents for people who really could care less if they see you?
Mind you I do have real friends because of teh interwebs. Fire, for one, is a very important factor in my life (love ya Sparky) and Ashley, who even though is Canadian, is awesome. And I enjoy my pen pal Mneylu, and a few chat buddies. But maybe it's time to accept it won't go further than a memory.
That aside, I just think I want to be alone (in a good way) and not delude myself into thinking much more will come of dreams.
I read random blogs, and I tell you, some people make me laugh. The whole high and mighty routine is cute, but droll. Seriously. And to be frank, how can you talk of being such a good person when many a people know you are a flake and a liar? God people are wonderfully interesting
And if the spiritual and religious goons are right, we only have 3 more years of this shit to go.
2009, bring on the chaos.
Everything my hands touch turn to water
All flares were sent out
My mouth is bleeding ashes
All cuts are made
All debts are paid
Wont you let this being die alone
I never want to come back as him
This cycle of fresh Hell comes around
It reminds me Ive not gone far enough
Every grain of desert sand
Tells me Im nothing but ghost memories
And a shell of an apparition
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please dont go there...want to go to a war zone? come here and guard me
anyway,it is about time that after 8 years of bombing the south that the idf will do something.. not that i think it would help. the hamas never stops...