jaybugg

As I am sure many have read, Elsie Suicide has died.

I did not know her. But the fact that someone who many people liked and adored has passed, much like my dear friend clockworkvyv whom I talked to a few hours before she died, brought love to people, wearies me.

And as people as myself, somehow still linger in life, I give nothing in this life yet and I breathe. People who brought better things to this world go too fast it seems.

it reminds me that life is not fair, or unfair. It is just life.

My condolences to those who knew Elsie, and I hope she has a peaceful sleep.

And Roxy, I miss you still. Your brother telling me I was the last to speak to you on the phone, knowing the words I said to you and you said to me are still clear as day... Hurts me that you are gone.



Your message caught me
Throwing the carnivore teeth away
If it's too far to see, heaven left yesterday
Sucking teeth against the void
Berets were left hollow
Tattoos hide the charlatan
Don't find me presumptuous
When I recall the memories of you
The howling bite suffers
Of the ones that lead me
And the horrors before the twitching
I won't be caught in this moonlight
With the blood on my hands again
A film of buzzing deafens your smirk
As we try to catch the yellow hive
The taken are pure
The lingering are poison
I'll cut open my eyelids
To see inside you
I bring the fault
For the caustic lime
I can't allow you to see me for what I am