Kemper and Dexter will be taking care of me soon, yay for fun in the Cali sun!
bitesizebitch is a friend of mine whom I bought an account for, though she is lazy and hasn't built her profile yet. go show her some love please.
It is 6am. I am fully awake, though I slept slightly fitfully at points, I am not sure why. In a few hours my internet will be shut off so I won't be around for several days.
It's been a long two years here.
I laid in the hammock I bought as a going away gift for my fellow smokers for the smoke pit. It was 75% off so I couldn't resist. Plus I got a few days to use it much as possible. It was a quiet night, the sky was a deep purple, with pale blue clouds thickly forming on the horizon. I laid for hours watchiing them spread, covering stars one by one, while reflecting upon all that has transpired in the past two years, which unfortunately has been mostly bad events and moments and people. Sarah, My family things, work things, ect.
It was... A perfect moment. My I pod on mellow music, blocking out all ambient sound, and just me and the sky and my thoughts, and I let them run as they may for almost 3 hours. No stress. No other people.
But not all was bad. those things made me who I am, to help sculpt and define me. As well as simple things. If I never joined suicide girls, I would of never met mrschainsaw kempergigantic or just interesting people in general for the most part
so bad things have blossomed into good things, simple things into deep things. It's sad, but satisfying at the same time.
Maryland shall be interesting again, and I intend to fully delve myself into activities of learning hobbies of various sorts. I am tired of being a person non grata, no special abilities or talents to pursue. So I shall try and change that.
bitesizebitch is a friend of mine whom I bought an account for, though she is lazy and hasn't built her profile yet. go show her some love please.
It is 6am. I am fully awake, though I slept slightly fitfully at points, I am not sure why. In a few hours my internet will be shut off so I won't be around for several days.
It's been a long two years here.
I laid in the hammock I bought as a going away gift for my fellow smokers for the smoke pit. It was 75% off so I couldn't resist. Plus I got a few days to use it much as possible. It was a quiet night, the sky was a deep purple, with pale blue clouds thickly forming on the horizon. I laid for hours watchiing them spread, covering stars one by one, while reflecting upon all that has transpired in the past two years, which unfortunately has been mostly bad events and moments and people. Sarah, My family things, work things, ect.
It was... A perfect moment. My I pod on mellow music, blocking out all ambient sound, and just me and the sky and my thoughts, and I let them run as they may for almost 3 hours. No stress. No other people.
But not all was bad. those things made me who I am, to help sculpt and define me. As well as simple things. If I never joined suicide girls, I would of never met mrschainsaw kempergigantic or just interesting people in general for the most part
so bad things have blossomed into good things, simple things into deep things. It's sad, but satisfying at the same time.
Maryland shall be interesting again, and I intend to fully delve myself into activities of learning hobbies of various sorts. I am tired of being a person non grata, no special abilities or talents to pursue. So I shall try and change that.
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I didn't have a voice because of my throught.