This is no fun with Kemper being gone...
Even at times I can be a hypocrite. That blathering idiot that screws up greatly due to not being in the correct state of mind.
I only despise what I have become, because they made me into this, and I let it happen.
I am a duality of conflicts; be it betterment of self or self destruction, I fling myself into one spiral or another.
To the people that come and go with the wind, that treat others as a matter of convience, that say one thing then spill your true feelings like little charlatans behind the backs, to hell with you.
I wish I could achieve all that the potential shows I have, to become better each day on my own.
I wish in the darkest corners of my mind when I am alone that I could seperate myself from this life.
Even at times I can be a hypocrite. That blathering idiot that screws up greatly due to not being in the correct state of mind.
I only despise what I have become, because they made me into this, and I let it happen.
I am a duality of conflicts; be it betterment of self or self destruction, I fling myself into one spiral or another.
To the people that come and go with the wind, that treat others as a matter of convience, that say one thing then spill your true feelings like little charlatans behind the backs, to hell with you.
I wish I could achieve all that the potential shows I have, to become better each day on my own.
I wish in the darkest corners of my mind when I am alone that I could seperate myself from this life.
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racheljane:
lighten up, sugartits 
thora:
Sure, either way - although I don't have access to the books, they're only available online and not free even for me.