jaybugg

This is no fun with Kemper being gone...

Even at times I can be a hypocrite. That blathering idiot that screws up greatly due to not being in the correct state of mind.

I only despise what I have become, because they made me into this, and I let it happen.

I am a duality of conflicts; be it betterment of self or self destruction, I fling myself into one spiral or another.

To the people that come and go with the wind, that treat others as a matter of convience, that say one thing then spill your true feelings like little charlatans behind the backs, to hell with you.

I wish I could achieve all that the potential shows I have, to become better each day on my own.

I wish in the darkest corners of my mind when I am alone that I could seperate myself from this life.