jaybugg

It's something that I hide
Behind these broken eyes
Lays the truth for these bastard malefactors
Who broke my will and left me to die
I cried every time
I watched these paths go by
Which one will lead me home
For the shredded papers that held these ties
To the only family I've ever known
Someone please fight for me
Please give me a...
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its odd how insightful you can be after not talking for almost 30 hours now, and being on drugs and not seeing anyone for almost as long.

wisdom teeth are out. i love percocete. cept it makes you emotional as fuck for some reason and sleepy. so ive been wacked out all day. i think its time for another in fact.

lets see how long it takes to hit!

and why is it anytime i type in this thing i feel like im talking to myself

Your potential is zero.
so cut...
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korn...................korn..................korn.........KORN!!!!!!!!!!

tomorrow. 4pm. bus to seoul. korn.
bloody knuckles torn vocals and bruised body.man sounds like imma have sex in al lreality i need this more than sex though.

Thank you to my wonderful friends on here, Morgan Adria Loretta Zanta Bella Hijames69 spunkyroosta and hope.
you all make life bearable at the moment. i owe you all my everlasting love.

TASTY KAKES AND ABSINTH

my aunt rules. i have no sitting on my bed. like 60 tasty kakes...Morgan you better know what they are!

and two...two.......TWO bottles of absinth.

and i am expecting another package shortly from Bella.

this made for a decent day.

5 days until korn

7 days until wisdom teeth are out and i quit smoking.

4 months or less until im...
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SO... i have the LAST 12 hour fucking work day today. then 3 days off and we start fucking 8 hour shifts. thank..the...fuck...well thank the commander. *jizzes self* finally 8 hour shifts, 6 swings on, 3 off 6 mids 3 off. a damn good schedule trust me. happy birthday to my best friend Dan in Ohio. you arent on here so cant really link your...
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Meats of evil.

I am finally getting my 3000+ dollars backpay. credit card will be paid off. then add in tax money around 700 total.

and for some reason i am still in an ill mood. Think I am off to go out on town myself and find a corner in a bar and soak up the nicotine and alcohol.

ever just wanna grab someones neck and tell...
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SO. as I sit here talking to myself. its my last night at work before break. then shall come the cleaning of the room, the buying food, the paperwork on thingies, and the drinking... such lovely lovely drinking, held up in my lil room, with evil angry kid music(as someone called it here) blaring out my window.

Adria, after reading your journal......... LAY OFF THE...
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