jay_black

Why do people have to rake me over red hot coals, through mud and shit and keep pouring salt on my wounds?
Why do nice guys always end up getting fucked?
Why can't I let go?
Why can't I move on?
Why can't I be an asshole and tell her what she's put me through these three months?
Why can't I stop loving her?
Why do I have to take it all out on myself until I'm bleeding and puking my guts out?
Why won't she come back?
Why am I depressing everyone else with my bullshit?
I'll shut up now.