jay81

Yesterday was very weird. I had woken up with intentions of qualifying with the rifel eartly on wensday. I am on the range right now , that is when the mariens once a year for a week a practice shoot monday threw wensday then qualify on thursday, fallowed by field fire on fryday. you need to qualify , shoot monday and field fire on friday but you can qualify early on tuesday or wensday and then you have until friday off. well on wensday dispite the fact that I would loss practice time with the rifle( considering we only fire once a year) I opted to fire early because I am a very good shot and what the day off so that I could spend the night with julie. I did what I intended to do ( actually I shot better than I have ever shot in now four years in the marine corps) but it took forever because it turns out that one of the people that was it the group of people I was shooting with killed himself in the morning. It was Josh 22 he was a member and his profile is still up. At first I didnt know what happen and I was just pissed cause i knew that some one killed themselves and It was going to make my day last longer. When some one finaly explained who it was I felt terrible. shit he was cool. I would see him and his sister every weekend sometimes twice a week at this bar we normally go to. I is just fucking weird. he had A life , he was not bad looking , he was in shape, he had friends and I just cant get over the fact he woke up the same day I shoot the best I ever have followed by spending a great night with julie , well he woke up that same morning checked his 9mm out went to the bathroom and fucking killed him self.
I feel so bad for his family , I wonder if his sister will ever come back out?

I dont know ?
he wasnt a great friend personally but we shared good friends and I is so strange seeing people grief stricken ( as they should be ) for the loss of this ( for as far as I could tell) great guy, that I knew but didnt.

to what ever heven you wanted to find may angles carry you there.