jawyoga

hey everyone. okay i'm finally updating. i know it's been a while and some people (mhm Karebear) have informed me that since they have updated, it is now my turn.

so on that note i'm still feeling like crap. just as i started getting over one thing, something new has come to take its place and so i'm feelin' like crap all over again. well bitchin' about it won't help. so i've been takin' it easy the last 2 weeks and getting to bed early every nite. hence the reason for not postin' for so long. except for the last 2 wednesday nites when i've been hangin with the SGCT crowd at elmcitydrunk's place. which has been lots of fun. although allied is getting on the shit list for not showing up to hang again. but it was great to see chiquitabonita & welntaod & especially karebear since she hasn't been around for ages & of course our gracious host elmcitydrunk plus it was nice to finally meet alienprincess .

so in other news, i still haven't heard spoken to my ex in texas since finding out about her moving in with her bf. she's texted me a couple oftimes and said how she missed me and she wants totalk but still no word. it's all so upsetting & infuriating. i wish she would call so we could talk.

my dad is in the hospital again . he had a fall yesterday while trying to help a neighbor down the stairs. he didn't break anything but he developed a bad nose bleed and they have to take him off his heart meds. so they don't want to risk anything while he is off the meds. the last time he developed a bad nose bleed it continued for nearly two weeks and when they finally took him off his heart meds he had a heart attack a couple of days later. so this time they don't want to take any chances.

ah when it rains it pours. argh

on the work front things are pickin' up again & it looks like I will be putting in 50 to 60 hour weeks again for a while which is great for $ but suck for the social life. what i need is a new gf so that i have a reason to leave work at decent hour. (that and some good comapny, good conversation & fab nookie .)

enough of that. hopefully within the next few days i can catchup on everyones journals and say. i've missed u all over the last couple of weeks & i can't wait to find out what's going on with everyone. talk to you all soon.