jawyoga

sorry i haven't updated in a while. i'm trying to get better. iwas in boston for a few days and didn't have access to a computer and berfore that i spent a few days really depressed and was unable to post anything more than a few words at a time on some of the groups and in friends' journals.
well i'm back now. (hehe)
i'm still feelin' really depressed and i'm trying to find a way out of da funk. (maybe da noise?)(sorry i get a little punny from time to time trying to cheer myself up) hopefully i'll get out to sgct flux nite tomorrow. that would at least get me out of my apartment which has been another problem (aside from going to work)(and boston was an obligation). problem is i don't have anything to wear to the club. (i don't want to wear something i already wore to the club.)(okay my overly girly sensibilities are kickin'in. )
well i'll have to figure out clubbin clothes tomorrow it's gettin' late and i need to get to sleep since last nite i only got 2 1/2 hrs of sleep and then put in 12+ hr day. (wah wah wah) yeah i should stop whining and just get to bed. hope all of u are havin' a better week then i seem to be. lol