How does one come to the idea of their own best quality? I 'm not sure when I look deep into myself I often like what I see. I fought with that all my life. If I were to ask Alec, my wife ......I think she would say "you are creative in how you see the world." I guess their is a lot of honesty in that. I wouldn't be able to do what I do if I saw the world the way every one else does. I fear some times one day I'll get lost in my visions and never be able to come back....lost the the infinite.
I think maybe I always wanted to be fearless but I don't know that is really a thing. I figure how you react to fear has to be the key. Being able to live a million miles a second with out blinking has to hold water on a cosmic scale.
I keep trying to live more in this ..now then the last then.....but I feel like I 'm in both at the same time for my whole life.
I guess my true best quality is to see a million possibilities all at once. I think I learned how to do it be mistake as a kid. I have had tinnitus since I was a little kiddo. It would keep me awake for days in elementary school so one day after being labeled the "weird kid" by my class for the 4th year in a row I realized that I could see endless angles and out come to things and if I thought about them deeply the noise went away. Sadly that over pondering gave me panic attacks but no plan is fool proof. I make do now but I works great for painting.
@missy ,@rambo and @lyxzen.......my work is now turned in :)
