Well, I've been working 6 out of 7 nights for the past couple weeks. 
Making a lot of $$$ though, but it's at the expense of my sanity. My boss at on of my jobs is gonna give me this Sat. night off. I'm gonna go CRAZY! I've got so many rounds to make. It's great knowing bartenders all over the city. Free drinks! 
Not...
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Making a lot of $$$ though, but it's at the expense of my sanity. My boss at on of my jobs is gonna give me this Sat. night off. I'm gonna go CRAZY! I've got so many rounds to make. It's great knowing bartenders all over the city. Free drinks! Not... Read More
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I have low self esteem right now.....just like in high school and all through college.......why do I allow people to disappoint me so much? I guess I need to stop being so trustworthy....damn! I can be an idiot sometimes! 
girlordinary:
Hey - you need to remember that it isn't about you... these are other peoples flaws... do not blame yourself... you are an amazing individual... hopefully someone deserving will catch on to that 
muse25:
all we go on is our trust. dont let one bad person ruin it for the rest of the good people!
I'm so fucking stupid........why do i let people constantly let me down. i should learn by now......
Well, last night turned out to be a good night.....
It was supposed to be a slow night at work, and therefore I was the only bartender on schedule. Around 11 or so, a girl and a few of her friends came in and wanted to have a little bday party in the VIP for maybe 30 people. Well, in like 30 minutes, there were...
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It was supposed to be a slow night at work, and therefore I was the only bartender on schedule. Around 11 or so, a girl and a few of her friends came in and wanted to have a little bday party in the VIP for maybe 30 people. Well, in like 30 minutes, there were...
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muse25:
thats great! Nothing better than being in demand so you get what you want. I hope it works out for ya!
....so. your name is John...
lol
....so. your name is John...
lolWell, it seems that I am now in an inner battle of emotions.....
I'm stuck between wanting to follow my heart, and follow that which I know is right, intellectually. Intellect and experience says, I should walk away and continue on, avoiding the problems which will most certainly arise. Yet, my heart is feeling something it's only felt once or twice before, but it's mostly...
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I'm stuck between wanting to follow my heart, and follow that which I know is right, intellectually. Intellect and experience says, I should walk away and continue on, avoiding the problems which will most certainly arise. Yet, my heart is feeling something it's only felt once or twice before, but it's mostly...
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girlordinary:
I'm thinking good thoughts for you. I dont know what's the better decision.. to follow your heart or what seems right.... they've both taken me down dangerous roads.
Going to the Jets/Dolphins game tonight. I'm a Bucs fan, but give me a ticket and I'll go to ANY football game.....
Go J-E-T-S, Jets Jets Jets!!!
Woo hoo hoo hoo hoo!!!
Go J-E-T-S, Jets Jets Jets!!!
Woo hoo hoo hoo hoo!!!
muse25:
so how was your halloween in NY? I sat on a shuttle bus from my hotel to salem with a few people from NY...they were telling me how crazy new years eve is over there...
I was thinking of heading there for 2005..but they told me its not really worth it. To hectic.
glad you like my costume
I was thinking of heading there for 2005..but they told me its not really worth it. To hectic.
glad you like my costume
Well, we're gonna make some changes to the apartment. Nice! I'll be able to get better sleep now!
Other than that, not much else to say. Time to go to work I guess.
Other than that, not much else to say. Time to go to work I guess.
Well, I may be moving soon. I don't know yet. Not too far from where I am though, just to another part of the city.
I'm so happy that I actually have tomorrow night off! Woo hoo! I drank WAAAAY too much after the Lonsdale party I worked at on Tuesday night. I ended up making out with one of the hot models on the...
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I'm so happy that I actually have tomorrow night off! Woo hoo! I drank WAAAAY too much after the Lonsdale party I worked at on Tuesday night. I ended up making out with one of the hot models on the...
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danielle:
thats awsome.
though i am not a wwf person, that sounds really cool.
and making out with models on side walks oh yeah thats a plus.
alrighty then.i see you later.
though i am not a wwf person, that sounds really cool.
and making out with models on side walks oh yeah thats a plus.
alrighty then.i see you later.
Well, it was a very fun weekend of partying at work. Friday night was some kind of book party, then Sat. night was some crazy promoter's party which completely mobbed the place, and then tonight was an anniversery party for the broadway musical, Moving Out. I even shared the bathroom with Billy Joel, lol.
I pretty much forgot until today that there's a World Series...
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I pretty much forgot until today that there's a World Series...
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I'm very sad right now.......my New York Yankees lost to the much hated Boston Red Sox........ 
I'm all alone at home with no shoulder to cry on....whatever will I do with myself from this point on?
Thank God it's football season!
P.S.- I added a few more pics!
I'm all alone at home with no shoulder to cry on....whatever will I do with myself from this point on?
Thank God it's football season!
P.S.- I added a few more pics!
nimhly:
Just wanted to let you know, there's a new Bartenders group, in case you are interested.
m_bethany:
You could cry on my shoulder....
can I have a raincheck until I come to visit? You hottie... have I told you that. I put more pics up on my page too.
~ the angel*
can I have a raincheck until I come to visit? You hottie... have I told you that. I put more pics up on my page too.
~ the angel*
Its fun though once ya get the hang of it. I cant seem to make it off the ski lift without falling on my butt though....