javert

Tonight's walk home was a very humbling one. I was listening to "Last Words To Me" by Sarah Brightman and thinking of some of the loves of my past. It wasn't a sad feeling, but a good, or satisfactory feeling, because it made me smile and know that I'm lucky to have those memories even though I'm not with those people anymore. I feel like I will be content if my life were to end right now, 'cause I'm living truthfully and fully. The downs are just as important as the ups in my life for they add richness and knowledge, and most of all, they help me look forward to what is to come.....something so much better than I have ever thought possible before now. It is such a wonderful feeling that makes any and all problems insignificant in the scope of my life and who I am. Damn! I love what my life is going to become!

(Yes, I was drinking tonight, but I'm sober now )