hmm, maybe a new blog post would be nice, I'm so bad at this, I could never have a journal or a diary! I would never write in it...
Sitting here and applying for jobs, and trying to cheer myself with OLD music, from late 80:s, somehow that music was better then it is now? And in a way life was too, it was much simpler then now, though it was difficult and depressing in moments and in many ways I'm happier now. But it was easier....
and the music, I really miss much of it...lucky for me we have spotify!
anyway some new lines!
I just discovered, I have deleted a cellphone number of a old friend I lost long ago...and the song "Forever young" came up, I wanted to send him a text message, but I can't...I deleted it cause I thought it would be healthy. He left me, and does not answer when I write to him, he doesn't want contact anymore...so maybe it's good that I can't pester him...
but anyway, a chord has been broken, from a great part of my life...
hmm, maybe this does not make any sense...anyway...
Sitting here and applying for jobs, and trying to cheer myself with OLD music, from late 80:s, somehow that music was better then it is now? And in a way life was too, it was much simpler then now, though it was difficult and depressing in moments and in many ways I'm happier now. But it was easier....
and the music, I really miss much of it...lucky for me we have spotify!
anyway some new lines!
I just discovered, I have deleted a cellphone number of a old friend I lost long ago...and the song "Forever young" came up, I wanted to send him a text message, but I can't...I deleted it cause I thought it would be healthy. He left me, and does not answer when I write to him, he doesn't want contact anymore...so maybe it's good that I can't pester him...
but anyway, a chord has been broken, from a great part of my life...
hmm, maybe this does not make any sense...anyway...