jasperellah

I look stoned in my profile pic...

My moms birthday was today...and shes really sick, and she has ben for a really long time..so it kind of sucks...shes always in the hospital..

Work today was insane! the day vRoOomed by so quickly... but im really sore- wich is going to suck tomorrow... i had to lift 50lbs boxes into this truck for 9 hours.... and im out of shape.. so im sore...

Ah, 1:20am and im still awake.. i think i hav a serious issue conserning my sleeping schedual- i work 9 hrs a day, sleep or 4 and then stay up all night and do the same thing.... i doubt its healthy. -Anyone know of any ways to kill insomnia?

-Ive tried tea, and stuff... and ambien..doesnt work... my mania jumps right through that firey hoop... any ideas?

Ah.. when i got home, it was great relaxing is my favorite thing to do.. it was the best night... came home from work, read some anias nin, ate some pad thai mmmm w- tofu instead of eggs in it.. so yummy. Then i took a super long bath with fun little bath salts, watched some daria epesode on cable and ead some more and got to enjoy a glass of hot peach tea.... mmm... it was a pretty relaxing night...

-leaving out that it was my mothers birthday and shes really sick...that bothers me..

-And that fact that i have to wake up prety soon bothers me as well

i luv these emoticon thingers -nite nite suckaz

xo