jasperellah

Sooooo I type out this HUGE mondo journal entry of all the great festivities from this evening, and i clicked the submit button and i was logged out.. does anyone knnow how to prevent this? or am i just retarded?

ughhh.... 6am, still awake. Happy easter by the way... althought i really dont celebrate it. but for those of you who do.. happy easter to you


Soooo shit, theyr is this girl right? ... 'the coffee shop girl' we'll call her. -And ya see, shes one of those girls who sit at the coffee shop and keeps to herself and is very mysterious.. and being the sex driven scorpio i am who loves mystry... i think she is worth the time to get to know... soooo i spoke to her tonight, we excahnged numbers (im so cheesey) and yah.. but i feel like an idiot talking to her because im really shy talking to her... and im normally not really like that..
so pop quiz! - have any of you felt that way? - like yr interested in someone and you funmble over yr words when speaking to them? - shes seriously probably thinks im sooo lame. - but i dont know, something just happens and i start to fumble .. and i want to talk to her, but once i start talking to her i totally forget what i was going to say..... so yah... if any of you have had this happen before, i like to hear stories ... maybe i'll feel a bit better about my retardedness... or even beter if any of you have any idea how to prevent the fumbleing... please let me know as well

So after i left the coffee shop, i met up with some friends from slc who came to visit me tonight... we went to this party where the band 'The Used' were suppose to be, a friedn of ine said they had left because i hadnt gotten theyr until 2am sooo yah, thats really sad because i was hoping to see jeph -I havent seen him in a couple years, my step-bro hung out with him a few weeks ago in MO - the sucka! - sooo i guess im going to have to wait untll warped tour.... which i havent been to for 3 years, but it will be worth it this summer, i think- afi is comming, the used, tsumi bomb and a bunch of other bands.... i hardley go to shows as much as id like to anymore.... but when i get my car, i will go to a lot more than i do now..
went to one toight for a half house, just local bands.... ran into this kid i use to sing in a band with, he was at the bar while i was singing karoke haha.. karoke is so cheesy.. but i had fun..

i sang - Berlin- Metro

Pat Benatar- Love is abattle field

and ... *drum roll* - Maddona - Like a virgin ..haha

i think i did well tho... im really shy singing in frong of people, if im doing it seriously... so im trying to overcome it by singing in front of random strangers... i think i did well... hah some guy wanted to buy me a drink and told me i have a very beautiful voice.... i guess im lame andi kinda go off of other people opinions when it somes to singing.. because i think i suck.... well.. no, i think i can do well on occation.. so people here can be assholes .. so i prety much go off of what they say... when it comes to that... so that was very nice of that guy. although, i had to drive, so i turned dow the offer for a drink... hah i dont drink and drive.... too many friends were killed in car accedents, or injured. including my mom.... so its kind of sad.

Im tired..... have a good easter... to who eer reads this.. if anyone



xoxo

ps- im sorry for all the typos im sure theyr are.. but im drunk.. and im tired..