jasperellah

Isn't it funny how shaving your head can alter your appearance SO much? I look like a fuckn dick now, compaired to my proflie pic.

So, i went to the bar tonight and played pool with a bunch of dumb fucks. -made my night really.

Ps- Disreguard my fucked up journal entry bofore this one. -as a matter of fact disreguard all of my entries, because, hounestly it's always a bunch of bullshit anyway

.....still i type.

So, we're trying to find a good drummer...trying to find a good drummer in Utah county..utah even..is like trying to find a dick on a dyke. (strap ons not included)

but this kid joe is suppose to be good. - I played a could games of pool with this ryan kid tonight whos comming up to drum for us thursday- he seems pretty much like a drummer... haha drummers a strange people really. -they have this strangeness..like you're shooting pool with a skitzo serial killer......but that's my type, so i guess we're set.

oh fuck. well, i fixed my internet connection....so you'll possably see more of m bitching bullshit on here more often. although, there are no garentees.

anyway..i have half black hair, half red hair, and my bangs are 50s style v-cut, and i wear rosie bandanas like a fuckn crack whore. ya proud? - i need to change my appearance, really.. this has gone on for far too many years.

my scorpio tattoo (i got last friday) totally fucked up.... i will never go back to that place again. (dear, crystal- have pacients next time you want a tattoo) -my usual shop was loaded with appts for the next two weeks, so i decided to go to another local shop, and well.... now im paying the price of a completely shitty tattoo. - although the lady who did it was a sweetheart... she went far too deep- and i think i will always have this painful sensation in this one little spot on my back where the nerve is completely fucked.

sleaves are to come. sooon damn it. -i need to be an escort with my friend lily, hounestly.. my income isnt enough to support my need for an 800 dollar pa, nor the abundance of tattoos i crave, and my strong addiction for alcohol, on a nearly nightly basis.

my sister had a baby boy last friday too! they named him kanenyn noah walker. wha wha? -i watched it all.... and well the plesenta is my lover. bloody little beast... NEVER have kids. ..let me now explain to you the buisness of the belly button cord..... yes oh yes. we're nowhere near prepaired to see such a sight. bloody horror movie it is to have a kid. i, as a lesbian will be sure to adopt, and always hold a certain warm spot in my heart for those of you who have the labias to squeeze a fuckn being out of your snatch....

got into a car accedent on friday too... terrible winter weather here the 'ski utah state' slide right out of fuckn control. thank you seat belt.

went to the lez bar in saturday... one cute girl in hot little flamey creepers.. but, i didnt feel like talking to her.. as for the rest of the girls.... welll.... think 'if these walls could talk 2' - the movie, of course. the gay bar in the movie..... yah.. so we left rahter quickly.. Some twat kept poking at my freshly swollen tattoo saying 'whas that mean?' so i replied 'it means fuckn stop poking it cunt' -im such a nice girl, really... i am. -But really... you can tell its new, and sore as fuck, so stop poking it, or ill punch you in the eye. -right? jesus.

my dad is comming in a couple weeks.... real one! i havent seen him in 5 and a half years....long time. he's going to kill me because i look the way i do.. but he'll hopefully get over it before he croaks.

anyway....so thats whats going on.

and now im off to write a very long, email to a crazy ex gf who needs a kick in the eye.

i wish i were straight. or lived in my own little world where girls werent half as insane as they truely are. -5 months of hell.... remind me to never fall for another cancer again. i love cancers, really.. this ones just a little ....too into her 'shell' and the push -pull game they love to play. ..ehh..love will kill us all. ...you blow my mind like a colt 45 every time.

its been up hill since then.....

xoxoxox

take care my beloveds.


joy to my snatch i have two! count em! two friend requests!?!? i feel SO popular. hah.. i always accept friend requests, because im hounestly never on here anyway, so i dont see the point to them because of that. -let ted bundy be on my friends list, makes for interesting conversation at least....

i want to go to toronto..... in june. yes, i do.