Bwa ha! ha! fuckkas 
I had fun tonight..... I GOT OUT OF MY HOUSE!! yes yes my darlings.... me and my phenemonia havin self got out! im pretty much recouporated...but i had things to do before i return to work...
So, ok... I usually bare all on lj but i dont feel like it... so here goes my funny night.
I go to the bar...yah, i dont drink it was hilarious.... But i run into this girl who i use to have this mega crush on and shes all straighty pants mcgee right? -So my friend ...karen meets us at the bar (shes doing a set for this site soon) *fingers crossed she makes it* ...So she meets us at the bar and we're playing pool and shes like 'why dont you be my gf?' and i swore not to do this, but i was like 'alright' haha how suttle right? funny. -So then 'straighty pants' comes into the bathroom where karen and i are talking and is like ' i never knew you were scorpio, ive never kissed a female scorpio' Obviously hinting she wants to kiss me... and i was like 'really? that's too bad, we're not too bad' -And karens like 'too bad, shes my gf, im sure you'll find another female scorpio to kiss' -It was greattt though, cause i liked this other girl forever and she never gave me the time of day (cause she was straight) so now here she is all ready to whatever.. and i turned her down... and it was great! ..Dont you love, when later one after you've liked someone forever and they dont recipricate forever and eventually all the suddden they do and you get to turn them down? i love it. its like a big fuck you, right in theyr face! ..im mean huh? ehh, oh well..it was well worth it.
-Then we all leave, karen come in our car.. and we go to my ex boyfriend ryans house where he was having a party.. and given ive lost a bit of weight..like 5 lbs.. and im dressing more like ive always wanted to.... i look a lot better (ya know when you get your heart trampled on for so long that you decided to improve yourself?) maybe im the only one who does that.... who knows.. do thats what ive done.. and im a lot happier....
so im making karen some food cause she was starving and drunk and ryans trying to talk to me but a bunch of people i know are theyr that i hadnt seen in forever..so i was kind of busy... and then i was leaving and hes like 'we need to talk before you leave' and it was totally this fucked up 'im in trouble' feeling... like i felt like i was goig to get grounded or something.... so, we go outside and a bunch of my friends are wiating for me in the car with the music up and he starts yelling at me! hahahahah ..it was hilarious... and it wasnt like he was pist, it was more like he was just trying to express how he felt and felt very strongly about it so he was yelling..... well, i guess he was kind of pist... but it was great.. id never been yelled at by an ex... so hes like ' i still like you and why didnt you do this and why did you do that?' when he was the one who decided that we were only make out buds, which was dandy with me considering i was hung up on other things at the time... and then hes yelling at me.. and im a bitch and laughed at him and was like 'you're yelling at me about this' it was good stuff.... but it turned out fine.. we huged and made up .. and threw our points at each other and walked away semi happy.. hahahaha it was amazing shit though, really.. cause this boys so funny... he's screaming at me 'i have this girl nancy
who wants to make out with me and i told her i couldnt because of you!!' and i saw this braud and shes my vomit little twatty mormon girl.. but shes nice so go on with it! ... but hes telling me this like im going to cry about it or soemthing... and i was like ' well, she likes you, make out with her..dont wiat for me, im not worht it right now' and he looked like he was hit bya truck with this suprized look on his face.. it was great... And here i am dating this mutual friend of our now, which is funny, cause ive liked this chick for fuckn xeons and now here she is...funny how life works out sometimes... usually i laugh at the people i once liked who decide to fianlly like me in return, because its like .. like me when i like you asshole not like two years later whne i could careless.... but this'll be fun. -i need the distraction. -Im an asshole huh? Maybe thats why no one really talks ot me on here.. hahah.... hey man, at least im hounest.... and im a pretty nice girl in all reality... but im just bluntly hounest on very rare occation..this being one of them 
So yah... it was great.. you all shouldve been theyr, cause i cant even describe how cool it was... i was actually going to stop by Cinders house to see if her and Dave wanted to join us at Ryans but we were jammed fuckn packed full of people and werent planning on staying very long.... next time though! Since she lives lilke a block from Ryan... ima bad friend too.... gah. i try though. to bea good friend that is.
anyway, so im going to bust out with my demo next week!!!!
Im dying of excitment! its gonna be fun.. hopefully it turns out alright... i wrote a bunch of lyrics lately too... go-go productive jasper! -Finally have everyone for a band..so no more solo shit! which makes me happy too 
-I'm thinking the drummer i was gogin to use isnt going to work out... since they dont have a set haha.....thats a BIG one ay? -So, im thinking this kid craig, or joe.. both are seriously amazing drummers...so a drummer and we're ready to roll...oooo the excitement! i can scream like im being hacked fuckers! -you gotta love it.
so yah... thats about it... and im getting new creepers tomorrow and i'll have to take pictures of them so that you can all see, because they're awesome.... hopefully they're still carring them....or i'll have to oreder them off angry young and poor.com .. theyhave some hot little creepies theyr too.. good shit! and im getting soem stone gauges from quality tattoo tomorrow..fuckn gorgeous!
I have to get a fuckn new profile pic for this thig man! ....this ones fuckn retarded!..I look like a coked out fuckn skeezy tramp, who was run over by a fuckn garbage truck! ..i hate it..... but its better than all the other pics i have on my shitty comp....unless you wanna see my ass..which, i wouldnt put anyone through that shit.. so we'll pass on that.... but yah... new profile pic STAT! ugh. I made this kick ass skirt too, i wore tonight... its pretty cool for my imagination..its black.. with leopard broken hearts..haha sounds like this angry clit clothing..but its cool.... and it has safty pins up the slits i cut up the sides.... i'll take pics for whoever cares to see.. i think i did alright with it though... i still have to do the top though.. but its almost finished.. i wore it tonight... its hot shit. im dressing more like a whore.... i like it hah. a suttle whore though..if thats possable.
Anyway...Happy january 3rd!
xox
Ps- *Fucked up story of the day*
-My brother was comming into Utah from California this afternoon, and saw this cop with this car infront of them pulled over on the exit of the freeway whatever... and theyrs all this blood, like someone shot themselves all over the place.. and, theyr this creepy little skank walkn down the road all coked out like a fuckn mental pacient... -And later on he's listening to some local talk radio station.. and theyr talking about this car and this crazy bitch who was stumbln down the road earlier.. And apparently, this cunt brutally hacked up her 3 yr old daughter in fuckn braud day light, no less in her car (which was why it looked like someone shot themselves) And was attempting to stumble her mental coked out ass down the freeway exit while hacking herself up....yah...WELCOME TO UTAH! ... state of the fuckn mental coked out skeezys pumped full of prozac like it was fuckn flintstone vitamins!
~The End
'You think you've got it! Oo You think you've got it!'
I had fun tonight..... I GOT OUT OF MY HOUSE!! yes yes my darlings.... me and my phenemonia havin self got out! im pretty much recouporated...but i had things to do before i return to work...
So, ok... I usually bare all on lj but i dont feel like it... so here goes my funny night.
I go to the bar...yah, i dont drink it was hilarious.... But i run into this girl who i use to have this mega crush on and shes all straighty pants mcgee right? -So my friend ...karen meets us at the bar (shes doing a set for this site soon) *fingers crossed she makes it* ...So she meets us at the bar and we're playing pool and shes like 'why dont you be my gf?' and i swore not to do this, but i was like 'alright' haha how suttle right? funny. -So then 'straighty pants' comes into the bathroom where karen and i are talking and is like ' i never knew you were scorpio, ive never kissed a female scorpio' Obviously hinting she wants to kiss me... and i was like 'really? that's too bad, we're not too bad' -And karens like 'too bad, shes my gf, im sure you'll find another female scorpio to kiss' -It was greattt though, cause i liked this other girl forever and she never gave me the time of day (cause she was straight) so now here she is all ready to whatever.. and i turned her down... and it was great! ..Dont you love, when later one after you've liked someone forever and they dont recipricate forever and eventually all the suddden they do and you get to turn them down? i love it. its like a big fuck you, right in theyr face!
..im mean huh? ehh, oh well..it was well worth it.
-Then we all leave, karen come in our car.. and we go to my ex boyfriend ryans house where he was having a party.. and given ive lost a bit of weight..like 5 lbs.. and im dressing more like ive always wanted to.... i look a lot better (ya know when you get your heart trampled on for so long that you decided to improve yourself?) maybe im the only one who does that.... who knows.. do thats what ive done.. and im a lot happier....
so im making karen some food cause she was starving and drunk and ryans trying to talk to me but a bunch of people i know are theyr that i hadnt seen in forever..so i was kind of busy... and then i was leaving and hes like 'we need to talk before you leave' and it was totally this fucked up 'im in trouble' feeling... like i felt like i was goig to get grounded or something.... so, we go outside and a bunch of my friends are wiating for me in the car with the music up and he starts yelling at me! hahahahah ..it was hilarious... and it wasnt like he was pist, it was more like he was just trying to express how he felt and felt very strongly about it so he was yelling..... well, i guess he was kind of pist... but it was great.. id never been yelled at by an ex... so hes like ' i still like you and why didnt you do this and why did you do that?' when he was the one who decided that we were only make out buds, which was dandy with me considering i was hung up on other things at the time... and then hes yelling at me.. and im a bitch and laughed at him and was like 'you're yelling at me about this' it was good stuff.... but it turned out fine.. we huged and made up .. and threw our points at each other and walked away semi happy.. hahahaha it was amazing shit though, really.. cause this boys so funny... he's screaming at me 'i have this girl nancy
who wants to make out with me and i told her i couldnt because of you!!' and i saw this braud and shes my vomit little twatty mormon girl.. but shes nice so go on with it! ... but hes telling me this like im going to cry about it or soemthing... and i was like ' well, she likes you, make out with her..dont wiat for me, im not worht it right now' and he looked like he was hit bya truck with this suprized look on his face.. it was great... And here i am dating this mutual friend of our now, which is funny, cause ive liked this chick for fuckn xeons and now here she is...funny how life works out sometimes... usually i laugh at the people i once liked who decide to fianlly like me in return, because its like .. like me when i like you asshole not like two years later whne i could careless.... but this'll be fun. -i need the distraction. -Im an asshole huh? Maybe thats why no one really talks ot me on here.. hahah.... hey man, at least im hounest.... and im a pretty nice girl in all reality... but im just bluntly hounest on very rare occation..this being one of them
So yah... it was great.. you all shouldve been theyr, cause i cant even describe how cool it was... i was actually going to stop by Cinders house to see if her and Dave wanted to join us at Ryans but we were jammed fuckn packed full of people and werent planning on staying very long.... next time though! Since she lives lilke a block from Ryan... ima bad friend too.... gah. i try though. to bea good friend that is.
anyway, so im going to bust out with my demo next week!!!!
Im dying of excitment! its gonna be fun.. hopefully it turns out alright... i wrote a bunch of lyrics lately too... go-go productive jasper! -Finally have everyone for a band..so no more solo shit! which makes me happy too -I'm thinking the drummer i was gogin to use isnt going to work out... since they dont have a set haha.....thats a BIG one ay? -So, im thinking this kid craig, or joe.. both are seriously amazing drummers...so a drummer and we're ready to roll...oooo the excitement! i can scream like im being hacked fuckers! -you gotta love it.
so yah... thats about it... and im getting new creepers tomorrow and i'll have to take pictures of them so that you can all see, because they're awesome.... hopefully they're still carring them....or i'll have to oreder them off angry young and poor.com .. theyhave some hot little creepies theyr too.. good shit! and im getting soem stone gauges from quality tattoo tomorrow..fuckn gorgeous!
I have to get a fuckn new profile pic for this thig man! ....this ones fuckn retarded!..I look like a coked out fuckn skeezy tramp, who was run over by a fuckn garbage truck! ..i hate it..... but its better than all the other pics i have on my shitty comp....unless you wanna see my ass..which, i wouldnt put anyone through that shit.. so we'll pass on that.... but yah... new profile pic STAT! ugh. I made this kick ass skirt too, i wore tonight... its pretty cool for my imagination..its black.. with leopard broken hearts..haha sounds like this angry clit clothing..but its cool.... and it has safty pins up the slits i cut up the sides.... i'll take pics for whoever cares to see.. i think i did alright with it though... i still have to do the top though.. but its almost finished.. i wore it tonight... its hot shit. im dressing more like a whore.... i like it
hah. a suttle whore though..if thats possable.
Anyway...Happy january 3rd!
xox
Ps- *Fucked up story of the day*
-My brother was comming into Utah from California this afternoon, and saw this cop with this car infront of them pulled over on the exit of the freeway whatever... and theyrs all this blood, like someone shot themselves all over the place.. and, theyr this creepy little skank walkn down the road all coked out like a fuckn mental pacient... -And later on he's listening to some local talk radio station.. and theyr talking about this car and this crazy bitch who was stumbln down the road earlier.. And apparently, this cunt brutally hacked up her 3 yr old daughter in fuckn braud day light, no less in her car (which was why it looked like someone shot themselves) And was attempting to stumble her mental coked out ass down the freeway exit while hacking herself up....yah...WELCOME TO UTAH! ... state of the fuckn mental coked out skeezys pumped full of prozac like it was fuckn flintstone vitamins!
~The End
'You think you've got it! Oo You think you've got it!'
*hugz*