Have you ever loved someone SO much who you even dont really know? and maybe not 'in love' with the person, you just love everything about them, what you know at least, and they make you feel so....fuckn alive in a way, that its almost unbarable? i never get this way, i have my gfs and my flings plenty... but this is such an intence feeling, its uncontrolable, shes so amazing it kills me, shes so beautiful, in every way, and shes just SO....her, everything about her....she doent even know at all either, which is the funny part of it all...shes' so amazing i cant even explain it, and im sure if she did know she'd freak out..maybe? anyway.. i'll never tell her, so she'll never know... unless she some how figures it out, and if she doe, than maybe se feels the same? .. gah.. i hate mushynesss. but where a better place to say it then here? so mcuh input from all of you, and that's what i loe so much about this site...negitive, and positive opinins....who could ask for more right? im sure shes with somone, and someone already has her heart.... how could it not be posible? ...but either way, i had to et it all out... and i felt like doing it here. 
- if not, do you feel something like this is possible to feel? and if so, who do you feel this way?
im kind of expieraning that right now, quite a bit, and input would be greatly appriciated
first, i want to say thank you SO much to all of you who have actualy written to me in here- i've noticed a lot of people who have kind of stoped writing to me in here- and it really makes me sad. but, i guess things happen with people and they lose interest. or maybe i just dont even know.
secondly..im drunk... and i need to sleep. yay yay...annas sleeping on my couch... what is it with my friends sleeping on my couch lately?
either way, its nice. shes so beautiful and peaceful when she sleeps. 
but i have my heart set on someone else....maybe it's you its someone on sg... i wonder... *scratches head*
....run and hide huh? i bet she knows who she is, and i bet she runs and hides.... that's about my luck for ya!
anyway, your input would be appriciated.
- if not, do you feel something like this is possible to feel? and if so, who do you feel this way?
im kind of expieraning that right now, quite a bit, and input would be greatly appriciated
first, i want to say thank you SO much to all of you who have actualy written to me in here- i've noticed a lot of people who have kind of stoped writing to me in here- and it really makes me sad. but, i guess things happen with people and they lose interest. or maybe i just dont even know.
secondly..im drunk... and i need to sleep. yay yay...annas sleeping on my couch... what is it with my friends sleeping on my couch lately?
either way, its nice. shes so beautiful and peaceful when she sleeps.
but i have my heart set on someone else....maybe it's you
its someone on sg... i wonder... *scratches head*
....run and hide huh? i bet she knows who she is, and i bet she runs and hides.... that's about my luck for ya!
anyway, your input would be appriciated.