Soooooo
...my mom came over today and thanked cinder for being such a good friend to me, dave too..... Dude i dont know, i have a lot of aquantances.... but not so many really good friends..and in some ways i like it that way....
and another thing..... i guess my niceness to people is comming off as sucking up or 'kissing ass' and i'd like to give a big fuck you to those of you internet mother fucks who assume that is what im doing....
the reason i may come off as 'sucking up' or 'kissing ass' is maybe just because im a nice person? and i want ot get to know you.. i am normally a really nice person... i dont know if its because im a product of my envoirment or what....but i dont believe in being a bitch to people i dont even know.. if i find you an interesting person for any reason, im going to be nice to you natrually..... if i dont find you interesting, ill be nice to you and then later ignore you.. or i wont even agnoledge your existance....... some of you i have already done that to, and some of you i just done have the time to individually respond to or talk to every day through aim, i appologize for this.. but i have a life....
sooo bottom line is this: ...if im being nice to you... and you dont like it.. tell me to fuck off... there is one thing i cant fuckn stand and thats a person who doesnt have the balls to tell someone how they really feel, seriously i would appriciate it, if you told me to fuck off, if thats how you felt, none of this candy codeing shit, we're not in high school any more kiddies
and uhm.. yah, i had to get that out. ..if im nice to you, its because i find that you are an interesting person...be it the bands you like... how you style your hair..or what ever it is...
if you knew me personally, you would know that im not a fuckn suck up nor do i kiss peoples asses. ..i think of it this way..of someone has to feel like they have to kiss your ass or suck up to you.. you're not even worth knowing in the first place.
and yah... i
you all.
and im not leaving to Virginia for a couple more weeks....
xoxox
...my mom came over today and thanked cinder for being such a good friend to me, dave too..... Dude i dont know, i have a lot of aquantances.... but not so many really good friends..and in some ways i like it that way....
and another thing..... i guess my niceness to people is comming off as sucking up or 'kissing ass' and i'd like to give a big fuck you to those of you internet mother fucks who assume that is what im doing....
the reason i may come off as 'sucking up' or 'kissing ass' is maybe just because im a nice person? and i want ot get to know you.. i am normally a really nice person... i dont know if its because im a product of my envoirment or what....but i dont believe in being a bitch to people i dont even know.. if i find you an interesting person for any reason, im going to be nice to you natrually..... if i dont find you interesting, ill be nice to you and then later ignore you.. or i wont even agnoledge your existance....... some of you i have already done that to, and some of you i just done have the time to individually respond to or talk to every day through aim, i appologize for this.. but i have a life....
sooo bottom line is this: ...if im being nice to you... and you dont like it.. tell me to fuck off... there is one thing i cant fuckn stand and thats a person who doesnt have the balls to tell someone how they really feel, seriously i would appriciate it, if you told me to fuck off, if thats how you felt, none of this candy codeing shit, we're not in high school any more kiddies
and uhm.. yah, i had to get that out. ..if im nice to you, its because i find that you are an interesting person...be it the bands you like... how you style your hair..or what ever it is...
if you knew me personally, you would know that im not a fuckn suck up nor do i kiss peoples asses. ..i think of it this way..of someone has to feel like they have to kiss your ass or suck up to you.. you're not even worth knowing in the first place.
and yah... i
you all.
and im not leaving to Virginia for a couple more weeks....
xoxox
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[Edited on Jul 12, 2003]