jasperellah

i got my supervisor some m&m's cause she was sad.

so im thinking im going to fill out another appliacation to this site OoOooOoooo the excitement rattles mi bones. - i love this site.. it makes me happy, such great members and great girls im in love with this site. hah...

Im looking forward to going to pride day thus sunday...last year sucked and it was all rainey and shitty and fuckn windy... so im looking forward to a nice pride day this year.... grr every year i plan to find out if i can sing or have some sort of part in it.... which would make it a lot funner than sitting in the hot ass sun or shit rain and listening to poeple do it and wish i wouldve pulled my tail out form in beetween my legs and gotten ahold of whom ever to get involved.... i was in the lame ass parade one year... swear to fuckn god i got sun poisoning that year.... so i hope this year is better.

and im not usually one for all this pride buisness... but, you see living in utah its kind of an exciting thing to see all of these gays and lesbians come fluttering out like ants for a crumb when pride day rolls around... i swear theyr fuckn like... in hybernation and only come out on pride day...haha all these little gays andlesbians come swirming...and the moment everything is over.... you are lucky if you find even one of them. ..pretty funny shit.

im looking forward to warped tour this year too.... i havent been since 2 fuckn 000 ...i never go to shows anymore... i never do anythign anymore.. and usually in the summer when everything is happening im always broke.... funny how it always works out that way..but it never fails... so this year i fuckn vow to go to every show and festival type dealy.... and whatever else i never go to...

...eww... i have 3 fuckn hiccis on my person... one, of whihc includes bite marks from a friend of mines teeth.... still indented in what is now scabbing ...hah my co-workers probably think im a hooker ..hah... that would actually be kinda cool... but so i have these hiccis... and a friedn of mine likes the taste of blood and thought while we we drunk saturday night that it would be a great idea to such the blood from my skin... and that she did... left bite marks as well..and then theyr always the other side of my neck..... oh yes.... we cant forget the other side of my neck.... from my other friend....fuckn leaches. pffft. never will i get drunk again.

wow im so fucking interesting, arent i?

.....i wish theyr was a pill or something that would cure procrastonation..... i plan to do all these thigs right? and ...4 months later, i plan to do them again.... and the year after that and the year after that.... its really a hard cycle to break.. and i do it with every thing wheather it be taking a piss or going to sleep or paying a court fine...or remembering to breathe.... a lot of the time its always the really important things i procrastonate or just fuckn forget to do.... i shouldve been a pothead...

i need a smoke...... i need to quit smoking.....


........i'll quit smoking later..