jasonxstar

well it's almost 1am and i think im gonna put on the neverending story and fall asleep on the couch with my cat because it's to cold in my room.

im feeling much better today no more sniffles or sneezes...for now

i wish i had friends who would actually invite me out once and awhile.it's because i don't have a car at the moment and that especially makes it difficult for me to get around...boo to that!

i think the one thing i have mentioned in alot of my journals is the fact that im usually very loney alot.i know thats such an emo thing to say but it really breaks me down alot. i must spend 90% of my life on this computer which sucks.im really outgoing and always down to do anything.no way do i want you all to feel sorry for me in anyway.i just hope someday i make some really good friends (besides the guys in my band) that i can rely on and always do things with in times like this.

i guess in some ways im weak and always have to rant my problems on a journal that only im sure a few of you actually read.but i feel that im free to speak my mind so hear it is for all of you to see.

i need a good drink right now....

have a great weekend everyone.

jstar