Hey everyone! 
Well im back from canada and i have to say i had such a great time with my kiscica for the last 3 and half weeks.Man oh man mostly everything we did can all be explained in her journal but to sum it all up it was one of the best times of my life.Now that im back home its been really tough especially not knowing that she is here right next to me or waking up to her every morning and being home for her when she gets of work
Now that im back home it seems that i just feel empty like something is missing or im just in this miserable mood.I know it will pass after awhile but i never knew how much i could feel and how sad it is to be away from someone you love so,so,so much.I have even cried a little bit which i never do so i guess that means something..huh?It was so hard seeing her cry when i left the airport,of course i seemed strong at the time but as soon as i had to catch my second flight i called her up to let her know that i was ok and BOOM i just started to cry..i couldn't hardley talk because it hurt so much hearing her voice and not looking into her eyes.I know this is a real sappy journal but i just wanted to let you all know how i really feel.I am truly in love which is the greatest feeling ever.so now it turns out that im going to back to see her sometime at the beginning of MAY but not to visit..to live with!!! 
Turns out we talked to her parents and all is well.I hate waiting again but i guess this wait will be the last and in the end it will be the bestest eva!It will be far away from california but im not looking back, i had such a great time and met alot of people there that it will truly feel like home for me.I just saw the movie Monster with charlize theron which was really good,pretty crazy story.Me and kiscica also saw 50 first dates when i was over there..i thought it was ok but she thought it sucked,did i forget to mention on the way into the theater she slipped on some ice and did a split thing with her legs.She laughed out loud when it happend,it seemed funny at the time but then she got a really bad bruise on her knee..ouch 
I kissed it lots so hopefully it got better.Well not much else right now,i start work again tommrow..ugh 
but it's for a good reason i need to save,save,save so i have lots o' cash when i move.2 and a half months..... please go bye fast..please
laterz
GPK
i love you so much Sunshine
Well im back from canada and i have to say i had such a great time with my kiscica for the last 3 and half weeks.Man oh man mostly everything we did can all be explained in her journal but to sum it all up it was one of the best times of my life.Now that im back home its been really tough especially not knowing that she is here right next to me or waking up to her every morning and being home for her when she gets of work
Now that im back home it seems that i just feel empty like something is missing or im just in this miserable mood.I know it will pass after awhile but i never knew how much i could feel and how sad it is to be away from someone you love so,so,so much.I have even cried a little bit which i never do so i guess that means something..huh?It was so hard seeing her cry when i left the airport,of course i seemed strong at the time but as soon as i had to catch my second flight i called her up to let her know that i was ok and BOOM i just started to cry..i couldn't hardley talk because it hurt so much hearing her voice and not looking into her eyes.I know this is a real sappy journal but i just wanted to let you all know how i really feel.I am truly in love which is the greatest feeling ever.so now it turns out that im going to back to see her sometime at the beginning of MAY but not to visit..to live with!!! Turns out we talked to her parents and all is well.I hate waiting again but i guess this wait will be the last and in the end it will be the bestest eva!It will be far away from california but im not looking back, i had such a great time and met alot of people there that it will truly feel like home for me.I just saw the movie Monster with charlize theron which was really good,pretty crazy story.Me and kiscica also saw 50 first dates when i was over there..i thought it was ok but she thought it sucked,did i forget to mention on the way into the theater she slipped on some ice and did a split thing with her legs.She laughed out loud when it happend,it seemed funny at the time but then she got a really bad bruise on her knee..ouch I kissed it lots so hopefully it got better.Well not much else right now,i start work again tommrow..ugh but it's for a good reason i need to save,save,save so i have lots o' cash when i move.2 and a half months..... please go bye fast..please
laterz
GPK
i love you so much Sunshine
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haha but yeah, the invitation is there!!!!!
xoxo