I have finally come to a conclusion..i think i care about people to much.It has always been a period time in my life that i have always been shafted or kicked aside in the very end.I understand many people are diffrent and i know maybe sometimes i have come off strong with my kindness and i think it throws alot of people off..especially people here that i met here on SG.
I have been a member since april now and i must say i have met some of the most amazing people on this site.Some i have talked to on the phone or some i have met in person and for that im very grateful.But the reality of it kicks in that i might never meet any of you at all,and thats whats hard.
I also feel like im always going out of my way trying to be someones friend or trying to get a chance to meet them.. i guess you can say im a sucker for meeting new people and seriously i think that scares them away.
Sometimes i wish someone would come visit me or show at least some interest besides me trying so much.I would like to point out im kinda bummed that some of the so called friends of mine on this site never respond to me or even get a chance to say hello or whats up..gahh i have no idea if it sounds like im being a whiney bitch who needs a friend or someone who needs to be regonized everyday and im not trying to state that at all.
For the friends of mine that have stuck with me through it all i truly thank you and i'll always hold you close my heart and whoever i have come off strong too or maybe said things like "why don't you talk to me", im truly sorry.Maybe i have a problem and i think that problem is i care way to much about someones feelings or them as a person.
I would like to point out im not depressed or anything i just had all this bottled up inside me and wanted to let it out.I have had ALOT of drama with certain members and i would like to say what ever i did wrong,im sorry please don't think im self centered or think i hate you, i guess i have beed stabbed not in the back but in the front alot and have learned from my mistakes now.
I would of course love to meet most of you if i can and im trying despertely to make that happen i just for once would like to feel like the tables were turned on that situation.
On one more note many of you know now that im currently in love and dating Kiscica at his moment but before i even started a realtionship with her im not afraid to say it but i flirted with quite a few people..you know who are, and now that i have found someone i have feel in love with alot of you seemed to lose intrest in talking to me..please know that i never used any of you to make myself feel better or wanted to come off as a man whore or anything i would still love to talk to most of you as much as we did before...i truly miss the talks we always had.
Well thats it,just let it be known im a very careing person and i truly adore and have much love and respect for alot of you!!
and im never going to change my ways or who i am
thanks
your friend always GPK
I have been a member since april now and i must say i have met some of the most amazing people on this site.Some i have talked to on the phone or some i have met in person and for that im very grateful.But the reality of it kicks in that i might never meet any of you at all,and thats whats hard.
I also feel like im always going out of my way trying to be someones friend or trying to get a chance to meet them.. i guess you can say im a sucker for meeting new people and seriously i think that scares them away.
Sometimes i wish someone would come visit me or show at least some interest besides me trying so much.I would like to point out im kinda bummed that some of the so called friends of mine on this site never respond to me or even get a chance to say hello or whats up..gahh i have no idea if it sounds like im being a whiney bitch who needs a friend or someone who needs to be regonized everyday and im not trying to state that at all.
For the friends of mine that have stuck with me through it all i truly thank you and i'll always hold you close my heart and whoever i have come off strong too or maybe said things like "why don't you talk to me", im truly sorry.Maybe i have a problem and i think that problem is i care way to much about someones feelings or them as a person.
I would like to point out im not depressed or anything i just had all this bottled up inside me and wanted to let it out.I have had ALOT of drama with certain members and i would like to say what ever i did wrong,im sorry please don't think im self centered or think i hate you, i guess i have beed stabbed not in the back but in the front alot and have learned from my mistakes now.
I would of course love to meet most of you if i can and im trying despertely to make that happen i just for once would like to feel like the tables were turned on that situation.
On one more note many of you know now that im currently in love and dating Kiscica at his moment but before i even started a realtionship with her im not afraid to say it but i flirted with quite a few people..you know who are, and now that i have found someone i have feel in love with alot of you seemed to lose intrest in talking to me..please know that i never used any of you to make myself feel better or wanted to come off as a man whore or anything i would still love to talk to most of you as much as we did before...i truly miss the talks we always had.
Well thats it,just let it be known im a very careing person and i truly adore and have much love and respect for alot of you!!
and im never going to change my ways or who i am
thanks
your friend always GPK
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faseplant:
It sounds like there's a lot of people on this site that have gone or are going through what you're going through. I've been there too. When I was new on here, I'd try to talk to members, and feel rejected when they wouldn't respond. It wasn't too long before I kinda gave up on that. Maybe the friendliness seems needy, or desperate, or just a little scary to those that aren't used to it. But I do agree, the people here seem to be more "real" than other places on the web. Or less superficial. Either way, that counts for a lot in my book.
aleksi:
SquidNasty, yea, I think it's the fact that you have to pay for it, which weeds out some ppl.