jasonmcdermott

Currently Watching:
DVD
The Secretary
Starring: James Spader, Maggie Gyllenhaal
---How can you not love this movie?!?!?!?!?---

So, this week has been one of catching up and trying to get lots of paperwork and other bullshit done for this whole "extended curriculum" thingy. It's been rough. The Zoloft hasn't been helping the issue at all either. It has been making me mildly anxious and with the exception of the first night I took it (which, I think it may have knocked me out) it has been keeping me up til about 3-5am. Other than that things have been much better for me. There is no more looking at myself as a complete failure and thereby falling deeper and deeper down the hole of desperation and despair!

In regards to the Zoloft keeping me up, tonight may not be any different!

Well, I go on break on Monday. We have break for two weeks and then at the end of break I'm going to the Poconos with family for a weekend of skiing! Should be a blast! Over the break I will be discussing my depression with a few docs and my medication may be altered and also I will be doing a good deal of shadowing!

I may not update over break at all. I might also update everyday. It will depend on how exciting everything is!

Well, that is all from me for now. Peace, love, and happiness to all!