jasonmcdermott

I have been at a loss the past couple days. I have no motivation whatsoever and I definately have a big test coming up this Friday. The biggest problem though is even those things that often will motivate me to at least do something aren't.

Oh well, that is life I guess. It isn't that big of a deal because I need between a 63 and 100% on this test to pass the course. Thus, I'm going to shoot for 80 and that gives me some leeway to fuckup if necessary!

I went skiing on Sunday and it was absolutely fantastic (and I didn't fall at all, which made it even better). Following that I came back to my room to relax. I hadn't shaved my face in probably 2 weeks or more so I decided to go about that and in the process decided to shave my head as well.

I love being spontaneous!

I also wanted to share this craziness with you! The night of the party (Friday) after I was well past fucked up I wrote the following with magnetic poetry on the fridge next door:
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great
me but throw up
cute
you love stupid moron things

I
even crazy
smell like a
worthless ugly psycho

focus
doesn't know me
I am cute
whatever

hey you
turd doody
you made me little
with sdooday
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Interesting right? It is pretty fucking crazy sounding if you ask me! Anyways, sdooday isn't a word but it consists of "oops" and "day" with "oops" flipped upside down. It sounded interesting.

Alright, well I have to go to class now I guess. Then work to follow! Peace!