jasonmcdermott

Currently Watching:
DVD
The Secretary
Starring: James Spader, Maggie Gyllenhaal
---How can you not love this movie?!?!?!?!?---

So, this week has been one of catching up and trying to get lots of paperwork and other bullshit done for this whole "extended curriculum" thingy. It's been rough. The Zoloft hasn't been helping the issue at all either. It has been making me mildly anxious and with...
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oooh, i smell a messy diaper...
...oh god, why does THAT turn me on?

Alright, after a long grueling day running around, I have some answers.

The plan right now is that I am going to finish Practice of Medicine and then after break take Histology. Over the summer I will take Anatomy and then next year I will do the other first year courses: Molecular Foundations of Medicine, Brain and Behavior (Neuroscience), and Physiology. I may also be...
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So I went skiing today for a good portion of the afternoon. It was quite relaxing and I was able to see my sister and my mom's boyfriend (Hal), which was also wonderful. After skiing I took my sister back to school and then drove back to Syracuse, which is where I am right now. I'm not sure what I really want to do tonight...
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Alright, well I know that I said I was posting Thursday after the "interesting" week. Well, unfortunately my meetings are not done yet. I have two more on Monday and then hopefully I will know what I'm doing here. Right now it seems as if I have two options:

1. Withdraw (take a leave of absence) for the rest of the semester and then maybe...
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I know I know! I said I wasn't posting until Thursday! Well, I found out today that my meeting with the Dean is going to be rescheduled for tomorrow afternoon so I may have an update for everyone later today. If not then I will post on Wednesday!

On another note:

For those of you that have never been there: Exploding Dog is a wonderful...
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Happy Birthday to me! (Well, it was actually the 20th and this post will be labelled the 21st)! Thanks for the Birthday wishes guys!

I have to apologize for not responding to anyone about my last post. Right now it is still something that I don't want to talk about because overall it is not fully resolved and I won't know what is going on...
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ABSOLUTELY THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!

That last post: forget it! I'm going to copy and paste my xanga post from today here:

"Just so all of you know. I've been going a little crazy and have been having some realizations about medical school and myself and everything else in between. I still don't know if they are good realizations or bad realizations but the point is that they are realizations!...
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I want to apologize for the lack of posts on my part. I've been kinda depressed and I've been going a little crazy lately! I have a test this coming Friday, so I will do my best to make maybe one post during the week and then after the test be more on the ball with things!

I think I might have borderline personality disorder...

Read about BPD here .

I know I know. It has been forever. Part of the reason is because I had the shittiest week ever and then had the most awesome weekend ever. First, the week.

I'm not going to get into much here because it pisses me off to just think about it. But, basically I was ready to drop out of this hell hole and pursue something else,...
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