jasond

*sigh*

Ok, can I get a normal relationship at least once? Why is it everytime that the first time I meet a girl it seems nice and then it all goes to hell in a handbasket before the second date?

Ok, before I lose you all, let me explain. I met a girl on a website (not here). We talk online for a month or so. Then one night, she decides to visit me. We watch Kill Bill, and then things got hot & heavy. I had to call in "sick" the next morning.

Alright, things are looking good. She says she's busy all the rest of that week. And the next week. And then she says we might do something this week, but when I ask if we could do something on Monday, she says she might have the mumps. Ok, she's a nurse, it's more then possible though I'm starting to get a little suspicious that she's stringing me along. Still I play nice, send her an e-mail saying I'd make chicken soup for her if she'd like. She never responds. Then I look at her profile and it says she's seeing someone.

Now, there might be an explanation for that. She did something like that once before when I was still chatting with her online, and she said that she got tired of guys sending her messages and e-mails like "You like 2 fuk?" or whatever. And that might be what she's doing here.

But see, that's the problem. I'm doubtful, but don't want to call her on it. I like the girl, and want to see her again. But I also don't want to scare her away by pushing too hard. I've done that before, and she's regret it. I guess I just want a little bit of encouragement. I mean if she doesn't want to go out with me, that's cool. But I wish that if she doesn't, she would just tell me, and if she does, then give me a chance to meet up with her again.

Gah, I sound like a pretentious emo-boy. Enough whining for now. I hope I didn't bore you all.