jason00454

Realizing that for some reason, or for too many reasons, I just don't connect with people like I used to. There's something I put in-between myself and everyone around me. Maybe this is why I write in this, even though no one reads it, and why I very rarely even attempt to talk with anyone on here. I'm thinking that this might be my last entry. I'm starting to feel like such an idiot on here. This is just a crutch anyway. It's a struggle for me to just leave my house anymore. Anxiety is horrible and I wouldn't wish this on anyone. All of my random, rambling entries on here were coded for a reason. I'm always hiding, usually from myself. I didn't want to write the truth, just as much as you probably didn't want to read it.