***...yellow electric sun...***
today i am restlessly delerious...i was at work from 9 this morning till 9 in the evening...but the last 3 hours was attending a workshop on sustainability...which actually was quite interesting...now i'm listening to sleater kinney's new album (RAWKS!) and thinking about practicing my scales...
life is amazing and frightening all at the same time...the seasons spiral and now it's fall...the time to enjoy falling...
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life is amazing and frightening all at the same time...the seasons spiral and now it's fall...the time to enjoy falling...
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freaky_tiki:
I'm with ya. I was feeling in a similar mood today, take a gander at my journal update. *SMOOCH* 
solimond:
Well, while I do find the black comedy in life, it is beauty that strikes me more often than anything else. I find my self gazing at trees and people and the world around me more and more often.... I think I'm turning into a hippie. And while there's plenty in the world to get depressed over, death, starvation, torture, the list goes on, I find myself unable to be distracted from all the beauty. Now whether that means I'm burying my head in the sand, or it means I can find the diamond in the rough, I'm not sure, but there it is.
Just remember what Bugs Bunny said: "Don't take life to seriously, or you'll never get through it alive."
Just remember what Bugs Bunny said: "Don't take life to seriously, or you'll never get through it alive."
i just lost a long descriptive journal entry about a date rape drug experience that recently happened at Lola's room this past Friday night...so you'll have to excuse this choppy re-rant...but the last thing i remember was getting into my car after the club closed down. i'd only had 2 beers the whole time i was there, and was just a shy short of sober....
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freaky_tiki:
Thank you Dusk... your words are just as beautiful as you are. I don't consider myself a strong woman...just a survivor as I guess we all are. Take care of yourself and those around you. xoxo
theoriginalsin:
Wow, I'm really sorry to hear that happen to anyone. I'm glad you're ok.
so i really should be in bed, gathering dreams to carry with me through my work day tomorrow. i don't know what to do...i have a 'dream' job...mapmaking for an environmental non-profit...but i can't stand working on a computer for 8-15 hours monday through friday (all weekends not excluded)...it's just fucking with my head...but i love making maps sooo much...but then there's my music and...
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i awoke to find myself again...tangled in backtalk with the bar table comfort still pressed against my face...who needs a heart when you've got the consolidation of unlimited late-night venues??? fuck it...i think that i'm going to make the short journey from voyeur to exhibitionist...or, rather, i believe i already have started...there's something about sharing your thoughts and actions with the untold masses (regardless of...
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katie:
than you so much for the compliment....i understand how the"implant" comment can be taken in a few different directions, and i took it as a compliment at first , to think that anyone would think that my breasts were nice enough to be unreal, that someone would pay to have them, it made me feel good about my self....but then, people were very insistent, even after i clarified that they were indeed real, and it made/makes me very angrey. it's like someone comming up to me and saying "you have no self worth, and are a superficial bitch....." and that's not me at all, or i'd have a nose job by now! but really, i'm just tired of people either being ignorant about it, or just being assholes.
but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )
but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )
katie:
than you so much for the compliment....i understand how the"implant" comment can be taken in a few different directions, and i took it as a compliment at first , to think that anyone would think that my breasts were nice enough to be unreal, that someone would pay to have them, it made me feel good about my self....but then, people were very insistent, even after i clarified that they were indeed real, and it made/makes me very angrey. it's like someone comming up to me and saying "you have no self worth, and are a superficial bitch....." and that's not me at all, or i'd have a nose job by now! but really, i'm just tired of people either being ignorant about it, or just being assholes.
but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )
but thank you, very much, for seeing where i'm comming from : )
i can't believe that faster pussycat is playing tonight in the town that i was born in...my next door neighbors are screaming at each other as usual...they must have hot sex to still be together after all the chaos that i've heard those two throw at eachother...anyway, this is my last public display of lascivious outcries...i will here after go back into my own intimate...
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assface:
i hear ya
a crush is apearently someone that you(collectively not singularly) want attention/affection from but dont know well enough to really care about. perhaps
a crush is apearently someone that you(collectively not singularly) want attention/affection from but dont know well enough to really care about. perhaps
assface:
i am dissapointed that i had not noticed you earlier. your entries seem to be interesting and intelligent. but its all good yo.
word to your mother
ps i am a boy
word to your mother
ps i am a boy
a million things to ponder...how did i get here...and how am i getting away...
i am listening to myself hum the day away...transfixed and transforming, i can feel the weight of the air on my shoulder's, and the swirling whisper of atoms...
...my walls are pounding but there's no one at the door...only a friend inside who likes to hold me... but not too close...why...
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i am listening to myself hum the day away...transfixed and transforming, i can feel the weight of the air on my shoulder's, and the swirling whisper of atoms...
...my walls are pounding but there's no one at the door...only a friend inside who likes to hold me... but not too close...why...
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tired...but i can't sleep...not quite yet...although the french trip-hop is definately putting me in a trance...
whehhh...long day...i've got to stop trying to live off of 4 hours of sleep...but it sure is fun until i pay for it the next day! life is good though...it's so funny, my camera was recently stolen, and i've been devastated...(this is not the funny part)...but as fate would have it, since then my music has sky-rocketed...so, as fucked up as it is, i guess...
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i'm in quite the mood today...i can't believe the holiday weekend is just about over...i'm feeling ansy...but i drank a bit too much last night, and have been paying for it all day...which totally fucked up my plans to either go to the beach or shower my naked body under a waterfall...i didn't even get to go sauvie island for a nice swim this weekend...ahh,...
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Yup, meeting new people is fun... one more person you haven't made a fool of youself in front of yet!