I feel better today. I still want a girl, but I'm not killing myself over my lack of vagina.
im not that emo anymore. not like i used to be back in the day. but i think that was trendy emo. well... not sure. i havent had my heart broken in awhile... but back in those days it happened much more frequently... so maybe it was true emoness.
which reminds me...somehow... why is it that i attract women when i have a girlfriend? when i was with pam girls were paying me to keep their numbers. that was roughly 2 years ago. ive gotten one number since, and shes dating a gay man.
what the hell am i talking about?
anyway. im starting to hate my job. i dont do much, and thats part of the problem. i go in there at 8am 3 days a week out of 4 work days to do what i do here (without SG or anything racy) for 7-9 hours. i work 29 hours a week, which doesnt seem like much, but when you're doing nothing it seems like eternity. i want to live like a 20 year old. i can make money the rest of my life, Im only 20 once. i want to have impromptu road trips to far-away states. i want to stay up late and be a kid for one last time.
simply i want a life.
im not that emo anymore. not like i used to be back in the day. but i think that was trendy emo. well... not sure. i havent had my heart broken in awhile... but back in those days it happened much more frequently... so maybe it was true emoness.
which reminds me...somehow... why is it that i attract women when i have a girlfriend? when i was with pam girls were paying me to keep their numbers. that was roughly 2 years ago. ive gotten one number since, and shes dating a gay man.
what the hell am i talking about?
anyway. im starting to hate my job. i dont do much, and thats part of the problem. i go in there at 8am 3 days a week out of 4 work days to do what i do here (without SG or anything racy) for 7-9 hours. i work 29 hours a week, which doesnt seem like much, but when you're doing nothing it seems like eternity. i want to live like a 20 year old. i can make money the rest of my life, Im only 20 once. i want to have impromptu road trips to far-away states. i want to stay up late and be a kid for one last time.
simply i want a life.
but I'm not killing myself over my lack of vagina.
umm... yay??? the answer to your question is that girls are stupid... they want what they can't have and when you're taken... it makes you that much more attractive... stupid stupid girls.
i feel that way too sometimes. like im young....but im wasting my time in classroom for no reason... i want to be running naked thru the woods... hahaha or something like that...