jarfmonster

The more I think about about it, the more I realize how Bush's War on Terror will be the ultimate demise of this country. It's not exactly my generation's Vietnam. No, because we aren't dying by the hundreds every day. It's like the Vietnam War because it's a conflict that has no definitive end without us leaving with our tails between our legs. Which makes...
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since about december ive gone through a second puberty. mostly male related problems that stem from hereditary. all of them mostly minor, but still a large inconvienence.

then i wondered. was there anyone in the history of the world who lived a full 70-80 years without one ailment. colds, flus, headaches, sun burn, constipation, ingrown toenail... hang nail!

id assume not, at least not on...
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When I was younger I did not know how to be.
I lived my own lie and I never asked the question why.
I always talked and dressed like everyone 'round me.
Where were my own view and my own thoughts?

I didn't have a clue. Insecurity, no confidence that's my style.
I did some false things, you'd say I was playing the wrong strings....
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check this.

last night my dog had an "episode". to make a long and horrible story short he spent the night in some animal hospital 45 minutes away in mt. laurel hooked up to IVs and etc, NOT in my bed like the past 13 years.

i cant stand driving on 295, so i flaked out and my older brother did it. besides i didnt...
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i think i have anger management problems. i never go off on anybody or anything. instead i play out the whole me yelling and screaming and breaking 1 inch lead pipes over my thighs in my head. And even that makes my veins bulge.

i dont hate anyone. i just get pissed. i get pissed at my mom whenever she sighs in pain from her...
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did anyone elses new sg shirt have more static electricity then a laundromat when they first put it on? its like automatic form-fitting. and i dont have the frame for that at all.

hey look i have to go to school/work for another 11 hours and 15 minutes. arent i the coolest? it just means i cant post here because sg isnt really work-friendly.

what...
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got my sg shirt today

i want to be a suicide boy

buy me hockey cards

my friends, welcome to new jersey!

at gloucester county college the official high temperature for march 13, 2006 was 82 degrees.

im pretty sure its a record high. im pretty sure in 1993 and 1996 there were two of the biggest blizzards in state history on this date.

24 hours from the 82 degree mark it will be 45 degrees. close to a 40 degree...
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alright so one of my widsom teeth are coming in a bit more painful then the others. ok, whatever. well this morning i was a brushing my teeth.

i brush hard. mmm.

anyway i think i ripped the gum off the top of my widsom tooth and now its all feeling icky and shit. yea i spit out blood, but i play hockey, when do...
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my first rant. sweet.

this would be better if i could've done this when it first hit me earlier this afternoon, but i was at work and didnt feel like maybe getting in trouble for going on SG at work. whatev!

its about girls.

i love em, but sometimes they just piss me off sooo much.

first topic. i call this the "lightswitch theory". bright...
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i lost my alkaline trio belt during phase 1 of my room overhaul. so i had to find my old dickies belt from when i was a really fat kid. after about 30 minutes of punching belt holes into the 1/2" thick fake leather it doesnt fit through the belt loops.

a dickies belt doesnt fit in beltloops on a dickies pant. great start, eh?

Added some pics. Check em out.