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jarelshow

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Wednesday Sep 04, 2002

Sep 4, 2002
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searching for the void?
searching for the void?

how can one search for something that isn't there
and that isn't not there?

the true tao is not the tao- loa tzu
the true void is not the void, and it's not, not the void.

nothing is still something, it's nothing.

anyway, everyone reading this already knows all that, right?

my there lil'niece jist gave me a let'er. whilst I's on this here computer, so I's gunna stops now, and red it. bye y'all. love be with y'all.
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jarelshow:
instantanious memory!
once, with my family outside my house, enjoying a BBQ. I was inside and was very low. I mean very, very low. stupid suicidal low, laying on a couch. and with tears in eyes, I pleaded to the omniscient omnipresent, "what possible reason is there that I should stay here on earth and should go on? what's the most important thing I possibly need to stick around for?"as soon as I finished whispering this under my breath and to myself. my youngest niece walked in the door, came right over to me, gave me a big hug and a smile, sat with me for a minute,and then walked back the door. once again something puts me in my place. but it's true. ah, but it's so true.

take whatever you want from that.
Sep 4, 2002
littlegirllost:
Send me a sign. A signal. Anything.
Give me an arrow. A psychic lightbulb. A decoder ring.
Say no, damnit! Just say something.
Sep 5, 2002

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