jarelshow

heart hurts. too much smoke. shoulders and back. wanna fight? knee ouch. school starts. mmmmm. open knowledge for colors. red feels. bad. good? headaches trap. need work. find a car. feeling okay. with a smile. aaahhhh, reluctence. mind wonders. KEEP BUSY. or dark places, will travel. tired pills. make sleepy. back and shoulders.

everyone. high volume. alone? yes. and no. dance. forget. dance. remember. dance. dance. seziure. dance. air skin over. feeted carpet. sweat drips. drips. in. out.....song stop. never.

tonight, I dance alone(?) in my room. perfection. written down.

mind forgets car crash. body reminds.

"You can never be lost.
When have you ever been apart from me?
You can never depart and never return,
for we...
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dirty. dirty. when life throws a curvball. hats give comfort. don't believe. just know. don't make words obvious. let them hide. it usually makes for plain view.

why is it so funny when monkeys are dressed up to act like humans?

sore and tired. two a.m. enchanting dream. start? thursday. wake. fist punching head. nightly torture this week. too much to sleep. keyboard and screen...
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could not sleep. with a nose that was stuffed.

the wind fights me in the morning. tells me to shut up.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. You playing small doesn't serve the world. Ther is...
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masterbation is like casual sex. people who do it are only looking to get themselves off. and usually not really thinking about the other person. (unless they think about others while masterbating) personally if I choose to masterbate, I only think of myself, because that's all that's really there, myself. te he.

ladies I'll have a picture up soon, promise.