How amazing is the fact that I was so crap at ballet yesterday, yet I'm not hurting as much as I imagined I would be after not dancing for 6 or 7 years! I raise my glass to the inventors of the warm-up session. My ankles are suffering though. I forgot how much you flex and point and bend your ankles. I get my ballet and jazz shoes though on Saturday courtesy of my mother. And she told me the funniest story about 20 minutes ago, that when I was about two (and doing ballet) I used to copy the cat we had when it was preening/cleaning itself - y'know when they put their leg behind their head! 
I couldn't believe it, I was in stitches for ages!! Obviously that doesn't mean I was licking my own ass, but damn, I was felxible back then. I can just about get my leg round the back of my head now!!!
Anyway, apart from that I went out with a sexy friend on the weekend and ended up on stage at the Academy in a sexy lollipop sucking competition. My friend won, so I was happy. We were both going to kick ass if it wasn't one of us that won it! And then I saw someone that I had cut myself off from - they came running up to me and making me feel the way I didn't want to feel. I had seen them earlier on and successfully avoided, but we collided paths and I'm such a sucker for a person like them. I just don't want it all to go wong and fuck my head up again. I have to decide what to do about this person somehow. And I will. I'm stronger than I was back then. I can deal now, and I have an amazing girl to give advice to me and be there for me when I struggle and trip up - you know B
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Now time for the Q and A. If you had to be a type of dance, what style would you be and why?
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I couldn't believe it, I was in stitches for ages!! Obviously that doesn't mean I was licking my own ass, but damn, I was felxible back then. I can just about get my leg round the back of my head now!!!
Anyway, apart from that I went out with a sexy friend on the weekend and ended up on stage at the Academy in a sexy lollipop sucking competition. My friend won, so I was happy. We were both going to kick ass if it wasn't one of us that won it! And then I saw someone that I had cut myself off from - they came running up to me and making me feel the way I didn't want to feel. I had seen them earlier on and successfully avoided, but we collided paths and I'm such a sucker for a person like them. I just don't want it all to go wong and fuck my head up again. I have to decide what to do about this person somehow. And I will. I'm stronger than I was back then. I can deal now, and I have an amazing girl to give advice to me and be there for me when I struggle and trip up - you know B
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Now time for the Q and A. If you had to be a type of dance, what style would you be and why?
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The kind of dance I would probably be if I had no choice would be the one I do in clubs. I stand awkwardly clutching a drink in one hand and a cigarette in the other and wobbling uncertainly from one hip to the other.