jaqueline_

I'm slowly getting stuck between a rock and a hard place. And my exit out of that gap isn't becoming any easier. Everything is deadlined. It might be your fault that something happened. You don't know what to think, but you think the worst case scenario anyway. And you have to beat the deadline. If you don't do it, it all falls on you. It's your fault for sure. You didn't get it because you didn't do it. They didn't get it because you were too slow.

All I need right now is a good cry and to scream into a pillow as loud as I possibly can. And then punch something as hard as I possibly can for a long time and get all the anger and frustration and upset and hurt and stress out!!

For fuck's sake, am I not allowed to relax for 5 mintues anymore? Because it sure feels like it right now.