I am in the middle of seriously wondering where some people come from. How do people come into existence that have no clue what it means to be a human being? I work with this guy who I had some romantic interest in a few months ago. We talked all the time, have a lot in common, make each other laugh, whatever. He texted me...
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Bad dreams again. Feel myself drift off to sleep and there they are. Yuck. I woke up crying so hard I couldn't catch my breath. I can't get back to sleep so I may as well talk it out. I have PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder). I'm not going to go into all the details here, 'cause it might be too much information for most people...
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whiskeytiger:
Yeah I could throw another VR song on there, from the new album I'm sure. Maybe Just Sixteen or Last Fight... it's in my car so I can't say for certain but I'll be sure to include another one just for you 
Slash's solos are perfect makeout licks
Slash's solos are perfect makeout licks
stradyvarius:
Uau!
Your situation it's not easy to handling...
I'm sorry!
But I have to say this...
You said in text you want(or need!) someone to trust... that's why you have this blog..
but here in the net it's very very hard to get trustly people...
(It's a kinde of weird I'm saying this...)
but it's true... behinde of the net... anyone becomes what "ever you want to be" see??
well (my bad english don't helps me to be more understandyble!) ...
well I'm here!
Your situation it's not easy to handling...
I'm sorry!
But I have to say this...
You said in text you want(or need!) someone to trust... that's why you have this blog..
but here in the net it's very very hard to get trustly people...
(It's a kinde of weird I'm saying this...)
but it's true... behinde of the net... anyone becomes what "ever you want to be" see??
well (my bad english don't helps me to be more understandyble!) ...
well I'm here!
I have sleep anxiety that can give me really bad nightmares and sometimes I wake myself up from them crying uncontrollably. I had one of those nightmares last night. I woke up in tears, shaking like crazy and totally freaked out. I have a really hard time calming myself down enough to get back to sleep when this happens. After awhile of lying there awake,...
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danielle:
I'm sorry hun.
I wanted to say that it is really cool that you study film. How far are you and what are you learning? I just graduated from MCAD. But film was never my deal.
But I really like it.
I wanted to say that it is really cool that you study film. How far are you and what are you learning? I just graduated from MCAD. But film was never my deal.
But I really like it.
deceptiviewfilm:
Sorry you had bad dreams. Hope you are doing better today.
Sorry you had bad dreams. Hope you are doing better today.I feel like being spoiled. Right now I really want to be touched and have nice things whispered in my ear. I want to be treated like a prized possession that you never want to let get away. A nice back rub and some really nice slow kissing would be so perfect right now. I could also really enjoy a long bath with someone who...
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whiskeytiger:
Can it wait like 11 hours?
alphagoon:
So, remember about how you need to prove that you're cool? Cool people invite people that live in the area over for that kind of stuff.
I need more message and chat friends! I love flirting through text/messaging/chat and I'm open to talking about ANYTHING. Anyone who wants someone to flirt with should definitely hook up with me.
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xerxes:
Me too, I'm adding you on msn
deceptiviewfilm:
Jedi was on last night.... i dont have much else to add right now. You can AIM me if you want or yahoo msgr.
I want to cuddle. I am seriously in the mood to fall asleep in someone's arms while watching a movie in my awesome, fluffy king size bed. The problem right now, is finding someone cool enough to want the same thing. I am, for the most part, a pretty independent chick who enjoys alone time when I am fortunate enough to get some, but once...
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deceptiviewfilm:
i feel the same way all the time....
whiskeytiger:
i've only got one thing to say... ditto.
I hope you feel better after the rough drive home.