janegeraldine

I'd rather live in his world,
than live without him in mine.

-Gladys Knight and The Pips
"Midnight Train To Georgia"


Today's is the last blog you will see of me for a little bit. I am currently waiting for the internet man to come disconnect me and to take away my equipment. In just a few days, I will be leaving the only home I have ever really known for the home I was always meant to have. Tiger_Fodder will be arriving on Friday so we can begin the final step of our plan; the plan that begins our life together.

I have never really felt certain I was doing the right things in my life or that I was doing them the right way, or even that I was doing them for the right reasons. I just did them because I thought they were what was expected of me at whatever time by whomever I was trying to please. This time is different. This time I am doing what is right for me, and we are doing what is right for us. I have never been so certain of anything. I feel so much at peace and so full of calm now. It is how I have always been meant to feel. We instill it in each other. We are both ready to be what we need and want to be for us.

Tomorrow night will be the last night of our lives that we will not be together. I am so very happy to finally be able to say that.

The next time you hear from me, I will be in MA, at home, with my one and only, where I belong.





♥