jamisunlee

Have you ever felt that urge to just cry? That's how i'm feeling tonight; how i've felt on and off for a few weeks now. But i can't: both in the literal sense, and the sense that i don't want to. I don't want to draw attention to myself for crying. I don't want to try to explain why i'm crying because, truth be told, i don't have any reason to; i just have that urge. and whenever i do find myself losing it, the following days i'm completely exhausted. But one way or the other it will come out: I have, in recent months, caught myself crying in my dreams; i suppose that's the one place i can let myself do what i truely need to for any sense of contentness...

I think it's time for some scotch...