jamila

I am so scared of the dentist. Like panic attack scared.
The bad thing is I have neglected my dental visits because of this fear so now i need work done and I'm worried of what will happen and if it's too late to do anything about a couple things. I know I overblow things and maybe it's not so bad, but I am so friggin terrified right now.
To make matters worse, I can't get the friggin' time off work to GO to the dentist, and I honestly don't know how much time I have to take care of these things before all hope is lost.
I can't sleep. Maybe I'm not looking at the bigger picture.
But life fucking sucks for me right now, as small as it may seem, it's big to me