jamesmichael

My best friend of 31 years awhile back decided to choose drugs over friendship and was taking advantage of it by wanting rides to others cokers and well i won't bore u anymore that but it sucks so i told him i can not deal with that anymore and well just stopped talking to him. He did called not too long ago saying he was sorry and has cleaned up his act,got a job and doing better, i told him alright and we can hang out again sometime, so that's cool but soon again that well you guessed it he went back to his old ways so i give up.
I hunted down some old friends from the band days and it was fun to hang out with them again. triedf to get saomething going with the band again for a church supper but that did not happen well it did but not with me, i listened to the wrong people and did not do it thinking they were no good and taking advantage of me and a few others, turns out it was kinda the other way around, I listened to the wrong people and let's just say last August is one i will sadly never forget. It all would make an interesting t.v. movie, should sell the rights to it.
I try not to think about it anymore, it's in the past and i should leave it there.

I'm doing better, shoulder feels good again, foot still bugs me but i stay away from stairs which gets fun when you leave underground