jamesmichael

Ok time to vent a little and since some say i should blog more lol i'm going to this once really let that happen. I WANNA KNOW IF THERE ARE STILL ANY GOOD WOMEN LEFT OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!! I'm about ready to call it quits and just no longer try and find the one would might be right for me. I'm not a very licky perso n at all but lately it seems like again drama is coming back at my age, i mean come on i'm 36 and time for games should be over but i guess they ever really are are they? I was messing with a friend who was in the process of getting a divorse friend her man and i thought i may have a shot but it did not work that way and some ass from her past pops in the feels in the damn blanks, next thing i know it is all she is talking about, every conversation is about him in some way, making me sick, i did try to fight for her but with no progress, yes i failed but did not give up that easy, just again she saw us nothing more than friends and aw him as the one to be with, can not compeat with at huh. so i give in and backed off, well we had a major meltdown and well i had to jet after that cause i'm tired of drama and to me that is all that it was though it took me awhile to figure it out, i did mess around with her a little in the beginning but wanted to wait till that divorse was final wel not this time i guess. Well i still think about her alot but i'm getting over it slowly but surely, it was only for 6 weeks but it seemed like 6 months, all a blurr but clea in my mind, all i did for her and seemed like no thank yous but plenty of fuck you's (excuse me). So i hope if there is to be another relationship down the road i want no more drama , i'm too old for it so i have to ask are there any out there that are good and not bad? guess it depoends on the person, i like it rough sometimes but the drama i want no part of. Ok i'm done for now but i'll be back to complain some more later on, hope everyone has a good weekend, take care peeps.