Yet again the positivity of people on the internet has angered and confused me. Social retardation and alcohol do not good bedfellows make!
In fact the more I think about it the less reason I have to live. I am not attractive, thin, well off or interesting. In fact I am the worst human being that ever lived and I hate myself for that.
kryon:
Hope you find better days James. There can be so much beautiful things in life if you allow them. Wish you best
And death will be the acquittance
A life without love is not worth living. To be aware that I will never know love again hurts like a mother fuck.
A life without love is not worth living. To be aware that I will never know love again hurts like a mother fuck.
I love the fact that there are so many beautiful people on this site. Inside and out. Big hugs and kisses to all of you xoxo
There are so many reasons for me to kill myself, and I really want to. But then I hear some music I love and I want to postpone the inevitable.
plumpp:
Hugs feel better :)
Another lonely Whisky soaked night. Some things get very old very fast!
Jiminy Christmas I love drinking, and looking at beautiful naked ladies. Bonus!
Some days you just wish you were dead. This is one of those days.