james_gunn

well i have had a bad few weeks as such, ive been happy but ive let that dam same gal break my heart again, not sure why i gave things another chance but again we never got together, after lots of oh your amazing and oh i do have feelings for you too, she just turned cold on me again. but i have heard it all before but i still gave her another chance to prove that there was a chance of us. as always like she has for a year and a half she just uses me for attention, and coz iam such a nice guy i fall for it. but not no more, iam ready to move on and i dont need someone who treats me like that, if she had feelings for me we whould have been an item ages ago! fuck her! haha! sorry about my rant thats now over. other then that ive just been geting drunk, working, execiseing and thats about it really, not too much els to say. i hope everyone is well!