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That person was in my dream again last night. She worked at the shop, doing sunday nights so we never got the chance to meet. She left a book of pictures of herself there and I saw her standing with crowds, but I was struck dumb and couldn't speak to her. I know this dream means something, because I've had it 3 times now, but I can't work it out.

This morning I broke it off with Katie. She gave me a hug, and said it was ok, and that we'd still hang out. I feel a bit... meh about the whole thing I guess. I clearly couldn't carry on with it, but (being frank here) I don't get the chance for physical intimacy very often, and voluntarily denying myself it is a pretty difficult thing to do. I guess it's also a bit of a bummer, because she is seriously gorgeous, and a really, really cool person, and so far out of my league that I'm unlikely to ever get someone like that again. I know I sound like a selfish, shallow bastard, but that's just the way I feel right now.

I am duty bound to post this flyer


Anyone who fancies coming should, they're a great band. Check out their website
(it also contains amusing pictures of my friend when he looked like a lady)