What a nightmare day its been,
At work, these two little bastard kids came in and tried to buy alcohol. I, of course, refused to sell to them, and they had a mini huff. It was a boy and a girl, no more than 12 or 13. I took a picture of one of them with my camera phone, stupidly, for a laugh. Simply because I found the whole situation hilarious. Well. They left, then kept coming back in, until I told them to get out and not come back. They refused to leave. A massive argument ensued, and I had to call the police to shift them. This normally does the job, and gets people who refuse to leave scared enough to go. But these brats just wouldnt go. The stupid fuckers thought they could actually get me in trouble for telling them to fuck off. They stood there, arguing with me for 20 minutes, while customers came and went (none of them offered to help, the cunts) and eventually, I just EXPLODED. I started shouting abuse at them, calling them fucking cunts, threatening to kill them, beat them up, and smack them one. I headbutted the till, kicked the shelves, and generally shouted my fucking head off. I dont think any of you have ever seen me angry, it doesnt happen often, but when it does I lose all self control. I go into total hyper rage. I have to try so hard not to let myself get into that state, because Im terrified I could actually hurt someone. I was seconds from harming these kids. There were customers in the shop at the time, too, which was bad. Well. Luckily the police turned up, and he got rid of the kids for me, gave me their names and addresses so I can get them officially banned, and was just generally supportive of me.
I have to be honest, I terrified myself. I havent lost it like that in years, and Im generally such a mellow guy, but I could have actually seriously hurt a couple of kids(!) today if Id lost just a little bit more control.
I dunno, they were clearly doing everything they could to wind me up, and get a rise out of me, but I think even they were scared when I blew up like that. I dont want to get a reputation as a nutter like I had at school, shit like that sticks, and is very hard to get rid of.
At work, these two little bastard kids came in and tried to buy alcohol. I, of course, refused to sell to them, and they had a mini huff. It was a boy and a girl, no more than 12 or 13. I took a picture of one of them with my camera phone, stupidly, for a laugh. Simply because I found the whole situation hilarious. Well. They left, then kept coming back in, until I told them to get out and not come back. They refused to leave. A massive argument ensued, and I had to call the police to shift them. This normally does the job, and gets people who refuse to leave scared enough to go. But these brats just wouldnt go. The stupid fuckers thought they could actually get me in trouble for telling them to fuck off. They stood there, arguing with me for 20 minutes, while customers came and went (none of them offered to help, the cunts) and eventually, I just EXPLODED. I started shouting abuse at them, calling them fucking cunts, threatening to kill them, beat them up, and smack them one. I headbutted the till, kicked the shelves, and generally shouted my fucking head off. I dont think any of you have ever seen me angry, it doesnt happen often, but when it does I lose all self control. I go into total hyper rage. I have to try so hard not to let myself get into that state, because Im terrified I could actually hurt someone. I was seconds from harming these kids. There were customers in the shop at the time, too, which was bad. Well. Luckily the police turned up, and he got rid of the kids for me, gave me their names and addresses so I can get them officially banned, and was just generally supportive of me.
I have to be honest, I terrified myself. I havent lost it like that in years, and Im generally such a mellow guy, but I could have actually seriously hurt a couple of kids(!) today if Id lost just a little bit more control.
I dunno, they were clearly doing everything they could to wind me up, and get a rise out of me, but I think even they were scared when I blew up like that. I dont want to get a reputation as a nutter like I had at school, shit like that sticks, and is very hard to get rid of.
I wish people were able to teach kids like that a lesson. My mother used to tell me how it was acceptable for a neighbour/stranger to punish a kid if it had done wrong (of course letting the parents know as well)
I wished that applied today then we wouldnt get these smart arsed 13 year olds destroying our neighbourhoods.