james_

Thanks for all the birthday wishes.

My mate appears to be going through the onset of schizophrenia right now, and I am so utterly confused and worried that I'm not really functioning.
I don't know what to do to be honest. They never taught us this in school. The trouble is, to him, what he's experiencing is only too real. Unfortunately, i think certain members of his family may be fuelling his delusions, and that worries me. I'm not sure whether to call his mum and speak with her or just keep my nose out and just be supportive. Then again, maybe he's right. Maybe all the stuff he thinks is happening to him is real and everyone knows about it, and just doesn't talk about it, and I'm the only cunt in the fucking dark. Now I sound like a paranoid. Yet another fucking Truman Show moment in my life.

I'm going to go and get stoned out of my mind now, and try and forget any of this is happening and pretend that my life is just as wonderful as it was this time last week.