james_

I really don't like myself very much at this juncture, and i'd advise everyone else not to like me much either. And no, this is not me fishing for sympathy.

ever felt what it's like to have someone tell you you have to lose a limb to save your body?

*EDIT*
That's what i wrote earlier tonight when i realised someone was going to break contact with me.
Now, after a few hours where i talked it through with my dad, I actually feel good about it. Like really damn good. So yeah. It's over, I feel nothing for her anymore, and frankly, I'm grinning like a cheshire cat!
Plus, i was polite and not rude at any point, which is unusual for when i'm emotional.

So yeah. Can't wait to see all you top peoples on saturday!